♥

2009-08-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

Apparently I'm not that happy now because Blogger is getting from bad to worse. Can't they just fix it? Omg!
If i can actually find a server much better than this I'll definitely change my url without hesitation, pfft.
But somehow I don't bear to leave my blog, aww.

Okay Today is quite a good day for me. Had English lessons in ITR2 in the morning and it's real stuffy and hot. I don't like the environment but somehow got used to it after an hour. After that we're on our way back to our class to have lessons again as our Fans and lights are finally fixed! Had Chinese lessons first and went through Test paper; 34/50. Lousy, so disappointed, but expected, because i myself know i didn't really put in my best effort for this paper. I'm gonna really try harder for next paper, I'll pray that I'm able to do it next time.

ET I ran for 10 rounds if I'm not wrong? Didn't really slack very much! Recess I just ate a toast and a packet of Milo.

Chemistry lessons teacher went through our files. My content page is updated and teacher asked me write on the board.
Teacher thought that I'm actually aiming for Through Train, but the fact is that I'm not, just trying my best.
Thanks Mdm Sha, for the Care bear and its really encouraging to receive such a big gift from a teacher.
:)

Aiya, i'm lazy to blog already.

Dream big, aim high.

2009-08-12T16:50:00.001+08:00

Just got back from the library, I've lent a book named Vampire Kisses.
It seems to be a quite interesting story book to me!

Anyway, thanks all for scolding the spammer but maybe the spammer is right..
I'm never gonna change? But it's okay, cos I know I've been trying to change for the better.

To that spammer: If you have the face to insult me on my blog, please have the face too, to put your name down. I don't mind being insulted as this is the way I can know my imperfections and change for the better. If you're back intending to spam me to insult my friends back or insult me on this latest post, I shall say: Get a life. What's the point spending a few minutes insulting people when you can actually use this time to do a good deed? You don't benefit anything from insulting me on my blog, you don't get anything back in return but more insults from my friends? I don't know whats currently in your mind but I've got something to say: Don't take things for granted even how much you dislike something or someone because of their imperfections, because of a minor mistake they made, we all have to learn to forgive and forget, because you won't know when you would be losing it, and you would never know if it will return again.
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Lessons today are held at AVA2 as our class had a short circuit! We had lessons in the air conditioned room for the whole day, but it's quite noisy as well cos everyone is murmuring and the room have echos, so it's quite noisy! It's also not that easy to listen to teachers as our noise can cover over easily. However, i enjoyed studying in that room for the whole day.

After school, Theo, Eugene and I went to have lunch at Macdonalds, then we're on our way to the library.
Nothing much happened today, so I shall stop posting.

I'm always like this; I would never know my mistakes, till someone tells me.

Maybe it's not the time yet.

2009-08-11T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hello.
(fyi this is not an emo post, just something I wish to blog about)

I felt like blogging, so that's why I'm here. Blogger is currently giving me problems again, everything is against me recently, what's happening. Somehow I feel that it's already different, in something which i don't wanna say. I use to go there in a happy face and had loads of laughter when I'm there, but somehow it changed into a way when I reached there, it's becoming me being very bossy and being gossiped about, that bothers me really a lot, therefore i didn't really enjoy myself that much. Every second I'm thinking how do I improve it, how can I make it change, how can I lead better, HOW?

Some happy things. Today I'm being praised by Mr Teng and Mdm Shahada, today's my day! Mdm Shahada said I'm very on task this semester cos I hand in my homework all on time! Yay. Took back Mathematics test paper during maths lesson and I'm one of the top scorer :) Mr Teng said that I've been very hardworking and finally I've gained back my confidence, but all really thanks to Mr Teng for his guidance and consistent concern about my Mathematics. PE lessons, Aces day dance, everything seemed to screw up when both Theo and I forgotten our steps. But I heard that we're supposed to do the full song, so I bet there would be a retest for our class cos most of us did not even half the song, Lmao.

Son Of *****: *****+Flirt+****er=BFF
To whoever Nameless you are;
Come on, are you trying to show that you only learnt vulgarities in school? Go take up Tuitions, study and improve on your English. I know my English isn't that good that I can show off but i'm proud, cos at least i'm better than you.
:D

Nothing much, another wordy post with no pictures.

I know it's never easy to be perfect, but I'm tryin' to be.

2009-08-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT.

I wanted to post pictures, but now I can't due to damn Blogger problem again.

Someday i'll find some new blog websites and change my blog, stupid blogger.

XOXO

2009-08-09T09:14:00.012+08:00

Hello Humans! I miss blogger!
Finally Blogger is working and now it's time for me to blog about some events that happened recently! I'm so eager to post up the pictures taken at ITE Bukit Batok when we're there for this 2 days course! ITE guys are hot! Hahaha, Lmao.

1st day at ITE Bukit Batok
When we first reached there, we went to their canteen to settle down first while the teachers prepare the classrooms for us. Eugene helped me carried my bag for the whole day at ITE!

Candid shots by Laopo. We're waiting for the lesson to start.

Minjiang and Laopo, they camwhored with my camera D:

I'm glad to see Charman smiling like this. :)

Very beloved Eugene and Minjiang; taken by Theo.

Yijie DAJIEDA and me! He accompanied me the whole ITE trip, it's fun to have him around.
And know what? He's actually my duet partner! Everytime i'm singing in class he'll sing 1 octave lower and sing with me! I'm glad that someone is willing to sing with me! Hahaha.
(Sound as if my singing is that awful till everyone run away, LOL)

Minjiang and his.. artistic shot? Hahaha, Retarded :)

In the toilet. :)

Me and Katty in the toilet

Eugene, Me and Yijie took the MAGIC robotics course while Laopo took Electronic with Nais and clique. Somewhat left her alone in that course cos the course is already full so Eugene and I decided to take MAGIC instead. Magic is a course whereby it's like robotics? You can set what you want your robot to do and it will simply do it for you! dancing robots, you see.

Our robot; Retarded ♥

GUYS AT WORK! My 2 companion for ITE Course.

Douglas was sitting infront of me when we're on our way back to school.

Didn't manage to take pictures when we're having some talk or something when the teachers there would tell us alot alot more about ITE. It's like seducing me to get into ITE CCK in the year of 2012 for the Pastry and Baking course, but if there's hope for me to get into Ngee Ann Poly with Theo and Eugene, why not? :)

2nd fine day at ITE Bukit Batok
My bus sitting partner was Eugene Mui.
& Really thanks Eugene for carrying my bag, again.

Camwhored with Wife before lessons start, I LOVE HER ♥♥

Judy and Serena

Just a stupid picture of me and Shushia smiling towards each other to pose for Judy's picture! Lmao, it's really stupid to smile to each other so I'm not gonna ever do it again in future, LOL.

Yehua sleeping and I took a picture behind her and she's not aware of it :X

My boyfr! :) And Arvind at the back.

Some very obscene posture..

Shushia and I taking picture while teacher is talking :X

Jessy and Shushia

And there! Our teacher aka Mr Skai!
He's a student from ITE Clementi and I did a short skit for him with Yijie and SAMANTHA.
LOL. I can only say that he is super friendly but sometimes what he say or do is really stupid and really piss me off -.-

(Samantha is Huimin's name for the day, hahaha!)

Before leaving ITE, our group of boys. I bet they are happy to leave ITE Bukit Batok, look at Dickson's face (3rd from left) ! Hahaha.

Well, it's really a great experience to visit ITE bukit batok to let us know the environment there and get ourselves prepared. ITE is really a nice school whereby you will learn hands-on things and also theory, it's really about learning and not about writing. Bet i'd love it when i really falls there after Sec 4, but no! I'm leaving at Sec 5 with Eugene and Theo :P

Finished posting my millions and millions of pictures, bye.

I LOVE MY CAMERA, HAHAHA.

2009-08-03T23:25:00.003+08:00

I've got only a pathetic 5 minutes for me to post now cos I got to go to bed real soon.

Today is the Taking Over Ceremony and everything ended up screwed up when I wanted a good one. Seriously I've been asking myself, what did I do good after taking over this position? Everything I do doesn't go the way I expected it to be, somehow someway someone would tell me, it's not your fault, it's because communication breakdown, it's because you're not informed and some sort of things like this that I tired avoiding. Somehow, maybe it's a way when I can learn to be more responsible in someway. I hope no more BIGGGG obstacles come my way anymore.

Studies have not been a good one, didn't really do well in tests, including Chinese, I mean, ESPECIALLY. I didn't do well even for my best subject, what am I doing? I have to do well in both CCA and Studies, I am not coping well, I hope someday after I adapt to it I will get back to how I am last time or maybe even better. I got to aim high, dream big and do it, but somehow, I don't know where to get the confidence from, hmm.

Okay I'm left with pathetic 2 min.
Stopping here with my long naggings, now I do believe in miracles, somehow.

p/s: I saw Wenjie and Bernard last week, I got so hyper-ed and I feel like i'm really crazy, when I'm not supposed to, I guess. LOL.

With Love.

2009-07-27T09:19:00.003+08:00

got this inspirational picture from the school's computer!

Hahahaha, and now i'm currently in computer lab.

Today is the 1st day I report to school after the 3 days MC,

I still feel very sick, yet I love seeing everyone again!

In the morning had a short meeting with Jielin, Rachel & Xinzhi,

to confirm on the taking over ceremony attire and stuffs.

Then went back to class when the ring bell.

I have 6 tests and 2 quiz to take :(

I want to jump down from 13415643745276 floor and forget everything.

Lmao.

Dickson just said loudly that i'm blogging.

well well.

Blogging again tonightzzzz.

Miss ya peeeeeepoz.

2009-07-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since the last time I blog.
I had the mood to blog now so I came logging into Blogger.
However, there are many unpleasant things that happened recently.

I didn't attend school from Wed to Fri due to stupid high fever.
Wed morning I woke up, I had slight fever, went to the doctor, he say I'm not sick o.o
Then he say if my temperature risen, just take Panadol.

Next day, I really had a high fever! It's like 38degrees already,
Slept for the whole day as I felt very sick. At night, mom and dad brought me to my doctor.
BUT who knows, the clinic never open -.-
Take car all the way to Jurong seriously made me feel damn giddy,
and I actually vomited when we came to a stop ):

Went back to the first doctor, my fever is already at least 40degrees, omg.
Doctor prescribed some medication for fever and flu,
now I need to take a lot different kinds of medication.

And now I'm Recovering! :D
I'm not going to fall sick again.

I will keep my twitter updated everyday~
So be my follower yeap, lovelove!♥♥

2009-07-19T09:38:00.003+08:00

This cat stopped at my neighbour's house,
then when I saw it, i rushed out to play w it!
Heh.
Post again tonight, got to rush out now!
Bye.

[/edited]
I just got back from westmall not long ago.
Had choir meeting at Bukit Batok Mac, till 1pm.
Had lunch with choir comm and then went shopping after that!
:D

Jielin and I went shopping, and we got tired over there,
I'm broke again! Cos i bought a disc for my mom,
and I'm broke now
:C
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We went to creative art corner to do some "art"
LOL.
I did the J for Jielin, I'm so sweet rightzsx :)
Sorry Jeannette, I know you're a J too, maybe next time!
Sorrrrryyyyyyyz.

Jeannette making her colourful chick? -.-
LOL. She say it's damn nice, we say it's scary :)

& this is the fries for like 6 ppl only, interesting!
Lol. And we did finish it okay, wowwwz.
:)

I have nothing much to post.
I feel so no life.

People say Harry Potter is okay-okay only.
Hmm, so do I still watch it?
Meowz.

Random: I MISS THE CAT LAST NIGHT.
):

I want a home of our own.
~~yc.~~

2009-07-18T00:11:00.003+08:00

If only there's a turn back, I'll study with all my will, for my future.

Pictures of life.
Taken this 2 pictures while waiting for Laopo at Jurong East MRT.
I took picture of the ice cream man cos it brought back memories,
while the stairs, it's just a very random one, hahaha.
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Today is a long day as i had a Town Hall meeting for CCA Leaders.
It's like 1.30hrs long but i don't feel sleepy at all.
Mr Liu, and all department heads are around to discuss about the school's issue.
We are going to be a great school! ;D
and when there's circumstances when you are only limited to do SOME things,
think out of the box, there's a lot other choice for you to choose, so why not?
As taught by Mr Liu, Dare To Try!
:D

English lessons, i kept quiet and did my homework,
Dickson got scolded AGAIN, and our corner get picked again cos of not respecting cos we didn't greet when the teacher is leaving?
Like hello, not only our corner is doing it, why are you pinpointing at us again and again?
Kindly stop being so BIASED, I'm enough of that! Keep quiet in the end also get scolded!
ARGH.

Food and Nutrition test is quite manageable even though I did last minute revisions like the night before,
and I studied till 12.45am okay, I only managed to fall asleep around 1.30am, that's bad.
But it's okay, for the sake of my results,
I'M WILLING TO DO ANYTHING EVEN IF I HAVE TO SACRIFICE MY SLEEPING HOURS :B

Then, at night, had mathematics tuition on arc lengths and circles?
I did quite fast today and managed to understand quite a lot of it! Sense of achievement.
Dad rode me and Laopo home after that and home sweet home.
Sort of helped my dad with his working stuffs by typing out report, I earn money from that :D
Meow, my part-time job! Lmao.

I'm leaving, I'm in a bad mood.
and still, there's moodswings!
what's happening? Hmm.

My very precious Guigui given by Clarence, Douglas and Eugene on my birthday
(I missed you people)
MOCHA OREO; my new addiction.

p/s: I felt like letting go, should i?

2009-07-16T23:39:00.006+08:00

wished you were here..

It is 11.45pm now and I'm still using the computer.
I'm rushing my f&n coursework like nobody's business and tomorrow there's a test!
I have yet to study for the test yet and guess I'll be waking up earlier to study, again.
Another happy thing is that, we will be having a practical real soon! (L)

Recently i'm having some very weird moodswings.
Someone can actually piss me off so easily but another minute someone can make me laugh so happily, I don't know what exactly is happening to me!

Today, there's one stupid thing that made me really upset.
During English lessons, there's a group discussion so me, Theo, Timothy, Jieqi & Dickson is in a group.
We had discussions and then after that we were chatting abit during lessons,
then when Dickson is not even talking, teacher actually shouted his name and scold him off.
I have no idea whats on the teacher's mind, but i know Dickson's consciences is CLEAR.
I was sitting in front of him, he's not even talking, why did he get scolded for nothing? Lmao.
I don't know why i'm the one being angry and not Dickson, -.-

Then,
After English lessons, Theo, Me, Timothy and Jieqi have to change places cos we talked too much? -.-
So currently me and Huey2 sitting together, Theo with Enze, Jieqi with Xinying and Tim w Esmund.
Lmao, couple being separated then Mdm Nuraida say:
Even if how far your distance is, as long as your heart is united it's enough.
Totally Agree :D

After school, had chemistry remedial,
then went to Daniel's house with Clarance, Esmund, Theo, Eugene and Enze!
They went to play basketball then not long later, they came back and we played taidi, cheat and 21 dian.
Thanks Clarance Shifu for teaching me Taidi, now I understood abit already,
I admit I'm stupid! Meowzzsx. x.x
Cheat is a fun game! You have to look at the person's expression and their voice, hahahha.
I kena caught for like don't now how many times, well, i just can't lie!!! D:

Slacked till 4.30pm, Theo and Enze went home while me and the others still staying.
They went to swimming pool to play and went suana, left for Yewtee point around 5plus.
Home Sweet Home!
:D

I enjoyed myself today, I love hanging out with those peeps luhhhhhs.
It's ever so fun! I'm in love with Taidi, Omgosh!
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Choir is resuming next week! I can't wait.

p/s: I'm having a flu now :X

c: the calls from you,
is enough for me to always stay w you,
for the rest of my life.
yc.

2009-07-15T20:07:00.005+08:00

Today is a boring day because I don't have anything to post about.

I have a very big wish, that is to get into through train, and then finish O's and get into JC.
Since i already have so much CCA points, might as well strive and get into JCs?
That's what I'm currently thinking about, but well, it's just a wish i guess, I wouldn't dare to think so much too.
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Lessons today is normal, so normal that I kept dozing off >:
Chinese lessons, I actually did letter writing and I wrote super long.
I got so serious and i tried doing it to my best, i really wish to score well for this letter writing
):
Recess, Dickson Pang lent me his hoodiejacket to canteen cos the weather is cold!
I took so much care of it to prevent from dirtying it, and it really gave me warmth! Heh.
Took a picture with Clarence Tan too! I love his phone like seriously
:)

After school, me, Theo and Eugene went to Yewtee to do Cheque Deposit
and then we went to LJS for our lunch till 3pm+.
While eating, we chat so much and then I actually spit water cos of a damn joke.
It's like damn funny and i laughed so much that I teared!
But well, it's an insider's joke, LMAO.

Home Sweet Home, prepared for piano lesson at 5pm.
Practiced my piano pieces before i go out, and it's like 4.45pm when I go out.
I reached there in 15min and i was earlier than my teacher, hahaha.
Practiced my 2nd piece and passed after going through 3-4 times! :D
Now i'm moving on to the 3rd piece, i'm so happy @@
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P/s: Choir girls, please visit http://swisschoir.blogspot.com for the latest update, Thankyou.

Can you come back?
Cos I'm afraid, that it might fade away.

2009-07-14T20:14:00.003+08:00

Laopo and I,
At Dan's house and another pic using Clarance's LG Viewty (inner camera)
:D

Kachak! I took Laopa's photo while he's doing his maths homework!
Hahahhaa, Laopa is ever so cute cansxzsx.

This poor kitten is currently munching on a small part of Stanley's bun,
Hahahaha.
We saw this kitten when we're on our way home after Aces dance planning,
then this kitten Meow-ed at Stanley so loudly that I can hear very clearly!
At first Stanley asked the kitten to go away,
but then we asked Stanley to give a little bit of his bun, so he gave.
Poor Kitten ):
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Anyway, recently Clarance's taught me how to make Scrambled egg with tomato sauce!
His one and only Recipe, Lmao.

11easy steps to ur breakfast <3

1.Crack 1-3eggs (depending on how big u want =])
2.u can now mix the egg ~_~ till its yellowish (u want add soyasauce or sesame oil also can NOT TOO MUCH)
3.Prepare a pan non stick if possible,Theres 2 method (1.With Butter)(2.Without anything)
4.i prefer both ways also can la =]

WITH BUTTER (MEDUIM FIRE PLS DURING COOKING)
5.small cube or size heat the pan up and spread it around with HIGH FIRE
6.when the pan is ready pour in the eggs that u have mix in step2
7.after pouring in the eggs DUN STOP moving the eggs keep stiring or mix it up in the pan
8.after u start to see the egg forming its "solid state" turn ur stove to LOW FIRE
9.throw in as much tomato sauce as u want (not too much =])
10.dun keep it there for too long after the tomato sauce
11.=] its rdy

WITHOUT BUTTER (MEDUIM FIRE PLS DURING COOKING)
5.wait for the pan to heat up
6.Pour in the egg u have mix at step2
7.after pouring in the eggs DUN STOP moving the eggs keep stiring or mix it up in the pan
8.after u start to see the egg forming its "solid state" turn ur stove to LOW FIRE
9.throw in as much tomato sauce as u want (not too much =])
10.dun keep it there for too long after the tomato sauce
11.=] its rdy

Credits: Clarence =]

Lmao! Is it very cute of him? Hahahahaha. Home Econ Chef! Peeweet.

Aiya, I got nothing to post already, Update again tomorrow.

I don't want another time again,
because I'm tired,
because I'm hurt.

2009-07-13T21:35:00.008+08:00

I got a sense of achievement because I did something really awesome!
I actually helped Clarence to "repair" his blog from some lousy blogskin with just base codes to a very very normal blog skin, Lmao. But i still feel a sense of achievements cos I actually saved his blog! Just visit it but please keep your comment to yourself :D
http://artificial--love.blogspot.com
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I love my beloved group of friends.
Can't imagine me without you

This photo was taken on Sunday when we all went to Daniel's house to do homework. It was a fun fun fun day and I really loved you peeps. Did quite alot of homework that day, but the boys played most of the time. We did our homework near the BBQ pit where you got tables to do your homework, heh! I LOVE STUDYING WITH YOU PEOPLE!
I wanna go Daniel's house again!
:D

I'm glad you're back with us again. Because without you, we're not a group anymore. I admit, I am jealous, I am angry, I can't laugh as happy as before, yes, because it's no longer the 3 of us. I hope that you would really cherish this 3rd chance given to us again, and never leave us the 3rd time if not I really won't take the effort to get back this friendship alright!
Be with us, I believe we will be really really great friends!
Theo + Fiona + Eugene = Besties = Cannot seperate
REMEMBER THIS!! D:
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Today is one boring day again, but it seems short to me.
Had food and nutrition lesson for the first 4 lessons and we went to computerlab1 again.
And I just realise i did so many extra things for my damn Task Analysis, so now i Need to redo it, waste of my 2 hours! Argh.
Then after f&n, it's recess. Met Laopo at class and went to canteen for our recess.
After a long time, we finally had our recess with EUGENE MUI! (imy!)
After recess, back to class, then normal lessons.

CME lessons is boring? As per normal, I felt sleepy and almost doze off.
Geography lessons is even worst! My eyelid felt heavy! Luckily it ended not long later.
CD lessons, we learnt about Paranakan tradition! I'm really interested but no one was listening -.-
School ended, and waited for English remedial at 2.45pm.
In the end, it only need 1-20 to stay while the others can leave, WASTED MY TIME.
So went out of school with Eugene, Theo and Enze for bubble tea!
-Thanks Eugene for the Mocha Oreo, and also thank me for the noodles okay!! Hahaha.
Home Sweet Home!

Finally I've updated.
:D

-Roses are ~~red~~ black.

2009-07-10T22:37:00.003+08:00

102th post, finally a blog with 100+ post, Lmao.

I miss Micheal Jackson! I've been listening to his songs from youtube and watching his music videos on MTV channel, I don't know why but I find him hot before he's "disfigured", hahaha. I like his songs like You're not alone, heal the world, beat it, billie jean, black or white, seriously it's all very nice! I can't deny that he is the King Of Pop. Well, rest in peace, Micheal Jackson. Our class have been very cute recently! We wrote messages on a newspaper big big picture of him when he's a kid, and we put on our noticeboard. Even though we know that it is stupid but we strongly believe he will feel us :B Heeeeh.

Okay, enough of Micheal Jackson (BUT I MISS HIM!!!!)
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Today is a short day, we have a compre test for the first 3 periods, and I think it's quite managable for me, just pray hard i'll be able to score well this time round as it is one of our holiday assignment! It's the same paper, so pray hard i'm able to score well. The new english teacher is very sick, he is very kpo (no offence), even when me and theo were just looking at our table or doing our own thing, but we're still listening to him, he will point us out and ask us what we're doing, okay what is this! Mdm Sathiya don't do this, not as if we're not listening to him, Pissed!

Then it's physics lessons, we got back our extra exercises paper back, i scored 5/10 only, Disappointment, but no, i'm not gonna give up so easily! Perserverance!! :B Went through but wasn't really listening as the class is really noisy, but I did tried my best to listen to Mr Tan, cos I wanna pass my physics without any help from tuition or consultations! But sooner or later I will be going for consultations lah okay -.-

Recess, I ate the Subway cookies that grandmother bought for me and brother :)
Everyone is asking it from me lah! Sorry and I finally felt guilty for not sharing around T.T
Sorry peeps. Recess, Mr Yoong came to our class to check on the guys hairstyle, most of the guys get caught, Dickson and Timothy managed to hide away, Timothy hide with the help of me, Theo and Jieqi, hahahahahaha.

Mathematics is interesting yet sickening. I tried doing, I tried learning, but my damn quiz? I failed like wtf. I feel so stupid, for progressing so slowly, while i always have to be at the back, why am I always so stupid ): Oh forget it. Trigonometry is fun anyway.

f&n lessons, Mr Chai took over our class, again. But i believe this time Mr Chai will do a good job, i put my faith on him! Hahahah. Jiayou 3n2 for the coursework! I wanna do a good job for home economics! Seriously, cos I love cooking, as always :) In comp lab, I tagged a few people at their blog and i got spam by Esmund Tan, got tagged from Serena, Enze. Thanks anyway peeps, cos the IP from school has been banned on my tagboard, -.- But thanks anyway. Then, I watched Japan Ghost video with Weiren on youtube! It's kind of scary but okay, at least I didn't get to see that really freakingly scary japan ghost (touchwood!!), okay I'm like having goosebumps now.

Goosebumps makes me think of Stanley's Rashes (Random)

after school, went to bubble tea shop with huey2, Nais, Minjiang, Nick Kong & Eugene. Guys went to look for their "Gun" but Nais was buying green apple green tea! after buying, went back to school with the guys and had meeting with JieLin not long later. While waiting for JieLin's class party to end, I actually did my maths homework! I'm like such a good student :B Hahaha, Bhb. Then home sweet home.
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It's hard to say No, but you have to learn to,
Cos sometimes, a No can actually save you.

Ending of with a Micheal Jackson Music Video; You're Not Alone
P/s: I seriously miss Micheal Jackson alot.

2009-07-07T19:53:00.002+08:00

It's a very very boring today, it seems short to me though, hahaha.

I was early for school today, very very early! Yijie said to me: Fiona, now I do believe in miracles. Wth? Lol. Okay then reached school, tried to rush my english homework but due to the noise made by my class, i seriously cannot concentrate! Then Form teacher came in not long later, took temperature and Social Studies lessons started.

A new NTU teacher started teaching us both English and Social Studies, man. It's quite boring for his lessons, i felt like sleeping. The things he said I don't really understand, due to his very special accent -.- So i didn't really paid attention but tried copying down the notes, gonna do some self study or consultations! :D After SS, it's Chem, usual routine, talked. Then it's PE lessons! We planned for our Creative Routine, which is for Aces Day. Then time passed, RECESS.

Spent my whole recess in class doing english homework, i'm such a good kid lurhhhhh.

English lessons at Comp Lab1, was supposed to do some oral stuffs but all of us is just fooling around, I wanted to blog! But teachers just kept walking around my area -.- Pissed. Then after english, it's MATHEMATICS! and it's already the last period, I didn't know that -.- Studied quite alot, and finally understood TRIGONOMETRY! MEOW.

After School, went to bubbletea shop with Laopo, eugene, nais, minjiang, dickson and Duck! :D Brought back waffle and bubbletea, walked back with Eugene while the rest went for Basketball! Waited for 2.30pm to come, and finally, CCA Council meeting.

SKIP, Its a boring post again.

Okay after meeting I met Laopo. And hardworking me had lunch and then we went to Library to study and do homework! The library is effing cold and our table is just below the aircon! It's freaking cold that my hands are trembling like mad. Studied with laopo till 6pm and home sweet home!

Boring day, but seems quite packed for me.
Am rushing my choir stuffs now! then study time again, zzz.

p/s: 1 more day, and you're leaving.
Would you still be remembering me when you're back?
The 6 years promise, i'm still keeping it.

2009-07-06T21:04:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday, Stanley Poon!
(this is the 3rd time I'm wishing him)

Today is a happy happy day, for me! even though this morning I almost fell sick due to sleeping with wet hair? Lol. But Idc and just bathe again and went out to meet my very lovely ones for my Sakae Sushi! :D

I was on time, but the rest was earlier. Met up with peeps and then waited for 3pm to come. Went to Sakae Sushi and had our buffet! Stuff ourselves with sushi and alot alot alot sushi! Heh. Eaten quite alot, I stuffed Theo with Sushi! The boys made Theo eat 2 plates of Tofu, and kind me helped Laopo eat 1 plate and I'm even faster then her. Fyi, i don't really like Tofu but i'm kind enough to help her ;D

Then after spamming ourselves with loads and loads of food, we finally stopped for awhile and waited 30min to pass and order our desserts :) Mochi is nice! And I can say that the favourite food for me for today is the Mochi luhh, okay seems weird.

I loved today like mad.
And once again, happy belated birthday, Stanley Poon.

Not forgetting, Happy Happy Birthday, Charman C.!

Signing off.

p/s: Blogger is giving me some effing prob making me not able to post my pictures up! There's so many interesting pictures loh.

2009-07-04T23:57:00.007+08:00

Okay like hello blogger, I'm back to blog. Actually i didn't want to blog today but somehow someone do read my blog quite often and asked me why I didn't blog today :D SOOO, that's the reason why I'm here. Look at that panda, it's given to me by Bay Yong Cheng. The ex-owner of this panda should feel honoured now because it's my current handphone wallpaper btw, meow! :B
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Today I stayed home like a daddy's girl! Cos daddy doesn't like me to go out so often so I stayed at home.
Actually not exactly, because at first i'm supposed to go out with Theo to study, but ended up cancelled cos she have something more important to do so we never meet up.
Grandmother went out to my great grandma's house, and then I'm alone at home for like an hour or so, so I decided to fry egg and wait for daddy to come home!

TADAH!!!!!

I'm so sweet right, I bet Daddy loved me to hell lah but he say it's just pass only T.T I failed as a home economics student but it's okay, used to failing my home econ alrreaddyyyy. :P Then after frying, I washed up utensils trying to let my grandma not find out that I actually used her kitchen! Lmao. Then after washing up, I lied down at the sofa and got into my dreamland for a few hours :X

Woke up, bathe and then had dinner! My life seems so boring, blahhhh.
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I'm gonna leave this corner to my very very beloved...

Laopo Laopo Laopo! :B
Things ain't going on smooth for you, but I believe someday, somehow, things will be back to normal alright. The promise that I made to you will always be there cos I myself dislike breaking promises, so I will always be there for you. No matter what ppl did or say about you, you're still Theodoros Chan, don't ever try to change yourself to make everyone like you, you're just torturing yourself. Believing in yourself is enough, so why bother about how people look or say about you? There's people around you who loves you more then you know, maybe they've been supporting you all around, like the girl you told me in class that time, messaged you and asked you about homework, and telling you actually you're very good and told you to ignore bad comments, did you even expected it to happen? Yes, there's people around you who cares for you and love you more then you expected. So don't waste your time thinking about those whom you dislike or those who dislike you, just think about how to love those who cares and loves you alright. I will stand by you, this is a long-term promise! :)

I hope after you read this, it will make sense to you.

If its a pen;
Its a pen.
You don't have to infer;
to the extend of the usage.

2009-07-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

We are no longer the same, after this stupid long holidays.

Okay, i shall not talk about it cos it just makes me boil up = badmood which I don't want. Just got back from tuition not long ago and it's a new chapter again, learnt new things, again, it's abit difficult for me to like catch up with the others, but i know i already tried my best. Alright, then after tuition, dad fetched me home! So we rode Theo home too :)
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Today is a very very long day. I am late for school today due to the stupid traffic jam that made me late for consecutive 2 days, and goodness, i finally felt guilty of being late :p Okay, had english lessons for the first 3 periods and I felt like sleeping. Tried to absorb whatever teacher is teaching, but seems like half of it went into my mind only ._. so forget it, I guess this essay will be another crap, argh.

Physics lesson, everyone is chatting away, and I really wanna pass my physics this semester!! Thats why I went to the 2nd row and tried to pay attention, but I failed as there's too many interruptions, but at least I tried k. Wrote down notes, and I finally know whats E=MC2!!! Wahahaha. Then when the bell rang, everyone didn't greet Mr Tan and just walked off, and he finally blown up and scolded the class, I've been waiting for this minute though -.- Then we greeted and RECESS! Loads and Loads of people, but I'm hungry, so it's worth the wait :)

Ate chicken chop (standard) with Laopo ONLY, then went back to the class. Took pictures awhile and then Maths lessons. Maths is managable, i mean for now, cos I learnt trigonometry before and with the help of Mr Teng, things are getting managable for me :) Maths lesson ended and it's FOOD AND NUTRITION, and I heard a good(?) news that our new Home Econ teacher will be... Mr Chai. Meow, it's him again. I'm prepared to not be able to pass my tests and exams again T.T

I sounded evil, but seriously, it's the fact.

If its a pen;
Its a pen.
You don't have to infer;
to the extend of the usage.
-Fiona Thor & Theodoros Chan
♥

Bye. :)

2009-07-02T15:22:00.002+08:00

I'm not here to whine, but here to post.
Sorry for not posting for the last 5 days, was kind of busy with studies after school reopens.
I'm in a very bad mood now, cos I'm supposed to be at the theatre now, but i'm not.
Thanks to that heavy rain, i'm not allowed to go out, stupid.

Today is boring, but it seems short.
I was late for school, due to oversleep cos my brother off my alarm.
Reached class, 1st lesson is English and we had group discussions.
Presented and the NTU teacher said that my group did really well!
:D

Chinese lesson, Mdm Wang didn't come again. Maybe she's now under quarantine, LOL.
Mr Chai came and take our class, was supposed to do a worksheet, but i'm not doing.
Was playing some chopsticks game and hangman with Esmund and Enze & Laopo, meow.
Lessons ended and Exercise time is here! Ran like 8 rounds in total, walked quite alot,
my stamina dropped! Was tired, there's alot ppl in the canteen, I made Minjiang help me buy a burger :D

Walked to class and changed into my uniform, then lessons started not long later.
Social Studies lessons is boring as usual, but i'm studying! Teacher scolded latecomers.
Lessons end and last period is chemistry lesson, I did my homework w yongcheng so I did correctly, LOL.

YAY! I've finished my very boring post because I don't have the mood and it's nothing much today, yesterday, yesterday yesterday and yesterday yesterday yesterday.

Forget it.

7 more days,
6 years promise,
I'm always here.

2009-06-27T11:11:00.002+08:00

Hello Blog, hello peeps, hello cuties.
I'm finally back from my 5d4n OBS camp! I really enjoyed myself there.
My group is Marco Polo. There are 16 of us, and we bonded really well, from not knowing each other, not talking at all till the last day when we bonded really well.
We pitched the tent together, we cook together, we play concentration together, we always stick together as a group.
Our group motto; One for all, All for one.

Day1
When I arrived at school at 7am, we had short briefing with Mr Shashi at the foryer and waited for the bus to send us to punggol.
Had a long journey to punggol and fell asleep while we're on the way there.
When we reached there, We got into our group and then not long ago, there's another briefing.
Then we walked to the jetty there and waited for our ferry to arrive.
While waiting, we started talking to each other, planning who's the Day IC, Time IC, Environment IC, Water Ceremony IC, Logistics IC, Food IC.
We only have 5 guys in our group, so the 5 guys became our Day IC(s).

Not long later, we arrived at Pulau Ubin and from then, our journey starts! :)
We had small rope activities and a activity to test our trust of the team mates. I find it very meaningful.
Then we prepared our bags for the next few days and then we learnt to pitch up tents too!
Me and Huey2 shared a bag and it's like very very very extremely heavy -.-
in the end we still have to carry that big bag around, tsk.
Not long later, we went to bathe and prepared to sleep.
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Day2
We woke up early in the morning and had our morning exercises to get ourselves ready.
Morning exercise was fun, Marco Polo and Shakleton played together and we get to know each other too!
After morning exercises we had our first ever breakfast together.
Our food for most of the meals is either bread or biscuits, hahahhaa.
Please tell me I've slimmed down, Lmao. After breakfast, we started our high elements!
I didn't manage to climb up as I really don't dare to climb up, the rock wall is difficult to climb.
After high elements, we started practicing for Kayaking!! (L)
I super love kayaking even though i'm really really really lousy at it.
My precious partner for kayaking is Ee Siong (siongsiong!!) and both of us is not good at kayaking -.-
We didn't know how to U-Turn lohhh!! Damn ps. And when we practicin capsize, we took uber long to get up to our kayak again, what a failure lahzsxzsx.

After Practice, it's the real paddling session already.
We had to paddle from Campsite 2 to Campsite 1, a 800m distance, it's not too bad anyway.
When we reached the campsite, it's already 5+, and we had to pitch our tent and shower by 7pm if i'm not wrong. When we pitched up our tents, it's already 6.45++ and all of us were pissed.
Got so fed up that the guys scolded vulgarities even when a instructor walk pass us,
the instructor said: boy, please mind your language. Lmao.
After that, we had Powder Bath and changed into our clean clothes, went to meet our instructor at 7pm+.
We told instructor we didn't have time to bathe at all, cos we were pitching our tent,
so we went to canteen and had our dinner, finally a good one :) Instuctor had some small activities, like you share food with your opposite partner, you have to feed each other with 1 kind of food.
And infront of me were Kahbeng, I fed him RICE while he fed me CABBAGE. Hahahaha.
I'm so evil, then we changed our utensils without others knowing, hahahhaha.
After eating, we went to look for instructor and he gave us 15 mins to bathe!
Everyone rushed to the toilet and then get ourselves cleaned up.
I rinsed and bathe myself cos I'm getting rashes already! Omg. I feel so uncomfortable. );
After bathing, short briefing and off to sleep. Sleeping in tent is one bad thing, but yet a new experience.
My tent have 4 girls, we get into our dreamland not long later, hehehhee.
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Day3
We had to kayak all the way from Campsite 1 till a Campsite (?) where it is a 15km distance away plus it's against the current which means you need alot more energy.
It seems fun at the beginning but it turned out super tiring at the back.
Ee Siong and I is always the last so I had to paddle super uber hard to be able to make the kayak move, while Ee Siong didn't really have the energy
Normally guys sit at the back seat while girls infront, but we turned out to be the opposite, cos Ee Siong didn't know how to swim, haha.
Then on the sea, there's people doing small businesses and we even had our lunch together on the sea, hahaha, It seems so funny yet it's fun.
We reached the place in 7hours+ and then the first thing we did is pitch up our tents and some of the girls did the cooking of dinner.
I helped out by picking up rocks for the tent, how kind of me!!! :D
Dinner-ed with Fuad, the stupid joker. We had instant noodle with curry chicken for dinner.
I ate only 1/4 and threw all to fuad, he was stunned o.o hahahahaha.
Then he still managed to finish it.
This day, we can't bathe and the toilet is uber smelly plus the water is BROWN in colour, how to survive D:
The toilet is like 5min walk away from our campsite. Powder Bath ourselves and met up with our instructor.
Our instructor brought us to the Pulau Ubin village and also the Jetty there.
We sat there for our briefing and reflections. It's really a new experience.
The night breeze is really cooling but all of us are having seasick @.@
Went to have our sleep not long later, and my tent have to wake up at 5.45am for century guarding or something idk.
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Day4
Today, we woke up at 5.15am and we packed our tents and prepared our bags for the long distance hiking.
Had our breakfast together, and I realise i got quite alot of mosquitoe bites ):
Then we had small activities with the other 3 groups; Livingstone, Shakleton and (?)
After that, our Land Expedition starts! We had to throw pebbles to our right side and everyone must catch it for all 3 rounds, if 1 person never catch it it will return back to zero, and all of us did it!!!! :D
We started walking with our super uber heavy bagpacks! I'm perservering!!!
It's damn tiring and I really felt like giving up! But there's no way you can back out.
On the way, I'm walking and struggling and get angry, and lots and lots of emotion.
But it's a very new experience for me cos I didn't expect myself to have walk so so so much of a distance.
Walking on the riding pathway, it seems to be like a never ending road,
we walked and walked, we struggled, we encouraged each other, some even cried, we felt uncomfortable, we helped each other carry our water bottles, we massage for each other,
even though we came in last, but all these is a very good process, it's not about the product, it's about the process.

When we reached our campsite 2, there were people cheering for us, I'm really touched.
We sat down and had some rest, we massaged for each other again, heh heh.
I super love my team mates lah!!!! Then instructor gave us briefing and then we have to clear out our bags and prepare our own bags 8D
Washed the bottles, clear up the storerooms, and Ivy was having headache and fever!
We took care of her too :) Then me, jingmin, huey2, fengling and fuad went to pitch up the tents.
It took us really long to pitch it up! and the tents are extremely stinky, gosh.
Pitched up and had our dinner. While waiting for our rice to be cooked, we played concentration!
Our group's game :p One of the instructor came to Kpo when we played and we kept picking on the guys! We made the guys out, hahahhaa. In the end all the guys had to do forfeit, Lmao.
Then they did the sexy dance, LALALA. The night was fun!! Uber fun.

Then, we bathe and had small meeting with KM.
Not long later, we went to have our sleep, I love Marco Polo.

Day5
The very last day, the very last breakfast we're having together.
KM made us tie our hand with each other and eat our breakfast, if we wanna throw rubbish, we also have to walk together, wash hand also must be tied together, everything we do must be together!
After we finished our breakfast, washed up then we can remove it, hahaha.
At that time, we're super bonded, I love Marco Polo.

Had to clean our tents, wash our floor mat, and helping each other, everything was well organised.
Then after everything is done, we had to wash the girls' toilet! there's pads, hair, rubberband, and lots of disgusting stuffs.
I felt so freakingly disgusted but no choice, we still have to do it.
I picked up the rubbish and helped to flush the toilet bowls, bring in water to the toilet and things like that.
It was really fun to clean a toilet with 15 other people, including the guys, hahahaha.
We did it all in 15 min, thats considered fast, and our instructor is proud of us :)
Had some heart to heart talk, and I cried, Huey2 cried, Charlotte cried, Jingmin cried, Fengling cried, and we promised to go to seoul garden together next time!
I really hope that we could meet up as a team again.

If there's a chance for me to go to OBS, with the same old teammates, I will say, I'm willing to go again, for the teamwork, for the team spirit, and for our so bonded together kind of spirit.
I'm proud to say, I'm part of Marco Polo, and we're one for all, all for one.

There's something about OBS that stays with you for life.

2009-06-20T13:52:00.004+08:00

My very beloved Jeannette

Suddenly I felt like posting. Blogging is abit boring for me recently, even though I kept saying I'm meant to be a blogger, LOL.
Okay but recently it's really boring! I feel so no-life.
The day after tomorrow, which is Monday, I'm gonna go for camp till friday,
with stupid sunburn (most probably) and turning tanner, gosh.
might as well kill me, I don't want to turn black, it's seriously... (speechless)

Yesterday after choir, I prepared and met Laopo at Jurong East and went to tuition together.
Both of us were quiet, we didn't talk, we just walked. Maybe we're both tired after cca.
During tuition, it is really quiet. Not much conversation, just abit of laughter from Eugene and Ben.
It's very different after the 2 weeks, but it's okay, maybe it would be a better learning environment.

Someone sent me a super weird message and I just answered truly,
he says that I'm just trying to comfort him, so what are you expecting me to reply?
If not you wish me to say, no cos I don't like you. You made that question go through my mind again and again, damn.
Just stop it, I've already explained to you, believe it or ignore it.

I'm super uber dead at home today, I'm rotting.
Dad's overseas, meeting and happily playing golf.
I wanna go overseas too!!! But he just doesn't want to bring the family along.
Forget it.
Have Fun.

The 6 Years Promise.

2009-06-19T09:50:00.005+08:00

Okay.
I actually caught this 3 movies in a week! It's really crazy.
But all 3 is nice! hahahaha.
I wanna watch harry potter when I get back from camp D:
or maybe transformers as well, heh.
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Monday we had a small small celebration for Theo's birthday!
We went all the way till Toa Payoh for Fish & Chip but I didn't eat.
I ate some of Aiksoon's chicken cutlet rice and it's quite nice! :D
No wonder so many ppl recommending this shop, hmm.

Then we traveled all the way back to Lot1 to catch a movie;
Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past.
After movie, home sweet home :)
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Tues, I went to Vivo with Yongcheng :)
Had Long John Silver for lunch! and then we went for movie.
Caught Drag Me To Hell. There were some kids that made the movie so not nice -.-
It's supposed to be scary but they kept scaring their friends and laugh loudly.
Kids are kids, can't blame, sigh.

Movie was supposed to be nice, but it turned out stupid.
LOL.

Reached home at 7.30pm, got scolded by mom again.
Meow, she just can't stop nagging at me! D:
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Wednesday;
ROT AT HOME.
Helped dad with his documents and did some homework.
Oh great, I haven't finish much of my homework!!!! D:
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Yesterday, went out with pc show mates!
Wanted to go to East Coast, but turned out going to Tamp Mall.
LOL. Caught a movie; Land of the lost.
and I finally realise, my sense of direction is super super lousy.
LOL. And ShengLong that joker can make me laugh like one mad woman.
Whatever he does or just his facial expression can make me laugh.
LOL.

OKAY.
Nothing interesting, cos it's boring.
Bye people. Today choir's having cip.

Luv.
The 6 years promise.

2009-06-17T11:32:00.005+08:00

I don't know if i'm crazy or having mental problems, I'm missing working at pc show!
I missed working with so many great friends from different age, it's like so fun even though my job is just to stand there and guard and promote and catch shoplifters, LOL.
But seriously, i enjoyed this job. Even though it's tiring enough for me to like sleep super deep when I just lie down on my bed for less then a minute, i enjoyed having this experience.
I'm glad to have greats friends like candy, shimin, yong cheng and daren.
I'm glad to be working so hard with Jeremy, guangrong, sha, peiling, yihao and more!
even though I don't have schoolmates there working with me but with all of you, my working experience is great! :D

I LOVE PC SHOW 2009.
Muacks! :*
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My very beloved friends @ PC show! :B

2009-06-13T08:26:00.005+08:00

Visit me at IT fair Playcraft Level4!

:B

2009-06-10T22:34:00.004+08:00

I've got my Samsung Pixon PINK in my hand! Meowz.
I'm seriously very happy to see a new phone in my hand!
It's so much better then w910i, somemore it's 8gig and 8mp.
and I bought it at $128 ONLY, it's like so much cheaper luhhhhszxs.
I SUPER LOVE MY PINK PHONE :B
;9th of June

I'm gonna work at IT fair/show tomorrow.
so nights :B will bring back pictures tomorrow.
Meow.

Luvz.

p/s: someone please buy me mumu hug!! ):<

it's like so freaking cutezsxzxsxz!!!!!
D:

2009-06-09T11:17:00.027+08:00

孫燕姿蔡健雅原點

不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
既然遇见了永远就不要说再见
For You.

Recently I heard this song on the radio, I find the lyrics really meaningful!
You are the first person that came to my mind when I heard this song.
It's 4 months already; and I know I'm already learning to let go.

I'm not doing much for this holidays, and I'm going to work at Suntec tomorrow.
My first ever job somemore it's with all bestie! I'm feeling excited!
But too bad, Eugene's not working w us cos he's going overseas ):
But it's okay, he's going over to Taiwan to get back things for me.
HAHAHAHA, I know I'm evil lah okay.

Tonight CONFIRMCONFIRMCONFIRM getting my pink phone.
Cos M1 helped us did reservations already!! I'm so happy :D
I'm gonna take loads and loads of pictures manzsx.

Bye lovelies,
Bye honehs,
Bye besties,

Damn it! He's hot :B

2009-06-08T13:47:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello blog. Currently using Theo Laopo's laptop to post, and we're now in the library doing nothing, LOL.
Just got scolded by some stupid librarian, cos of talking on the phone,
and now we've finally found a table for studying, Hahahahahahahaz. :D

Okay lah, it's boring.
but just wanted to post some thing on the blog.
it's gonna be a very boring post, trust me.

Lols, i'm leaving, bye.

Eugene Mui leaving Singapore in 2 days,
MUI! I'LLMISSYOU :)
Remember to get back something for me,
and I'll love you even more, hehehehhee.
No lah, joking.
Love you no matter what happened, stupid bestie :B

Luvz,
JUNPYOOOO!!!!! xD

2009-06-07T11:11:00.008+08:00

SO SWEET! D:

Just another wordy post.

I haven't get to collect my phone and camera, it's like 2 weeks already!!
and I also didn't get to change my phone last night, total sadness.

Recently I'm really addicted to Korean songs, after watching Boys Over Flowers.
Japan songs is also a good choice! Hahah. I'm currently searching for Super Junior's album, yesterday went to Sembawang with my mom to find, they said no stock, forget itzsx. X.X
Then I bought TVXQ's album instead, weeet.
Hot guys again 8D
But too bad, Lee Min Ho's just hotter, admit it.
Him with that straight hair seriously made me crazy.

Okay, enough of Junpyo, I know he's hot :XX

Homework is piling up, working week is just next week,
I haven't even touch my homework yet, But i know I'm gonna start real soon.
Working next week from 10th to 14th, I just can't wait for working week :B
Am gonna stay out late for the few days, working at Suntec! It's not easy.
It takes around 1hour+ for me to reach home k,
I think when I reached home it's 12 liaoz.
Lover is also working w me, same place same time.
It's gonna be fun man 8D People, go down to suntec to buy games :p

LOL.
Back to my Boys Over Flowers,
bye honehhhhs.

Everything is worth it.

2009-06-06T10:58:00.004+08:00

DROP DEAD.
It is super tiring for me last night, for the school arts night, but after the long rest, my energy is back! Family and relatives were there to give me their support, I felt love. Theodoros even cheered so loudly for me, that I can even hear it on the stage, should I be embarrassed or should I be proud? I have no idea. I'm so not myself after taking up this responsibility, I can't be myself, not that I don't want to. I can't express out my feelings when I felt happy or excited, all I can do is STONE. But whatever, all i know is, I need to set a example.

After performance, went home with JieLin, Sherlyn, Xinzhi and Xiaojun. We went to 7eleven first to get drinks, and then we saw this Mr happy and Friends balls keychain kind of things, wanna try our luck but didn't manage to get Mr Strong ): so headed to take MRT, heh.
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Today I'm gonna go for tuition make up lessons in the evening, and at night I might be changing to a new phone! Hahaha. It's bad enough for me to keep changing phone but it's okay, cos W910i is quite lousy, I mean mine, mine is a problem set. Meowz.

I'm off to watch my Boys Over Flowers, bye lovelies.

Bye luvz,
이민호

2009-06-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

Wah, no mood to blog.

But my purpose here is to..

GOOD LUCK TO ALL PERFORMING ARTS TOMORROW
LET'S GET THE BEST BEST PERFORMANCE FOR THE NIGHT
YEAH! I LOVE ESSENCE DES NIGHT,

after so much planning, we're presenting it tomorrow night.
wish me all the best, yays.

I LOVE 이민호, LEEMINHO, FOR ALL OF MY LIFE.
He actually made me went crazy over him, LOL.

Bye.

2009-06-03T22:23:00.004+08:00

It's been long since I've updated, went out with Laopo and Mui today,
actually I didn't have the mood to go for movie, but Laopo dragged me along,
so I had to follow. This movie trip is organised by Mui, cos he's going overseas on 10th, aww ):
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Met up with Laopo and Mui at 11+ and then we went to buy tickets first,
watched MONSTERS VS. ALIENS. Yeah! I loved the show, cos it's cute.
But I was sleeping during the middle part, due to not enough sleep due to insomnia due to thinking too many things cos too many things happened.
Went walking around and 10min before movie start, we bought popcorns and nachos. Eugene and I shared a combo AND THE POPCORN IS SUPER ULTRA BIG. And we didn't manage to finish it, and I brought out of the cinema to continue eating, LOL. but still cannot finish in the end threw into the bin, ):

Walked around Lot1 and got tired of it, so we went to library to 'study'.
Laopo tried to finish her Perfect You novel while I go look for chinese novel to read over this holiday.
Happened to see Jie Lin doing her project there, hahaha. After her meeting she came along w us.
Around 4.45 we left the library, as I have got piano around 5pm. when we get out of the toilet, Eugene told us he lost his phone!
it's so careless of him, but in the end we still managed to find it back, such a relief.

Thanks, best friends, for trying your very best to cheer me up.
It's much appreciated.

True friends accept you for your imperfections.

p/s: I miss 이민호, gu junpyo!

2009-05-29T12:20:00.007+08:00

He's so hot
He's so hot
He's so hot
(!!!!!!!)

Meow.
Dad's gonna fetch me for parent meeting soon,
teacher's gonna badmouth me luh! I'm very very sure D:

Pray hard teacher won't mention about THAT matter.
I wanna cry already lahhhhh!!!!

2009-05-27T22:31:00.015+08:00

MEET MY HUSBAND, 이민호.
He's just so hot, isn't it!? I no longer like Kim Bum, LOL.
P/s: Wanting, give you back your kimbum ^~^

Okay like hello, I'm updating every single day no matter how busy I am.
I have to complete 3 compre, 1 home econ worksheet and 4pages of physics workbook.
and i haven't even do a single piece of work, how great! D:
I think i'm burning midnight oil tonight, oh gosh.

Tomorrow we're going to Nais house for movie movie movie!
I can't wait for the movie, seriously I can't wait for it.
And I just realise something,
Nais if you read fast (Na-Is), it will turn out as NICE.
HAHAHA, I'm slow I know, but seriously it's interesting, haha.
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Arts night in 8 more days, it's like we only have 10 days of preparation!
Let's jiayou and not disappoint teachers and Mr Wilson!
We are the silver choir, let's maintain our standard alright!
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I'm very very disappointed with you, everything is really changing, it's no longer the same. We cherished this friendship so much, but you just left without a sound, do you know how disappointed we are? We see you talking to them so happily, we're thinking; maybe it's time to let you go, you might have found a new and better friend then us. But i can't deny that I'm utterly disappointed with you. Even though we've argued with each other alot, but i've already told you many times, it's just for fun, and I said sorry and it's really from the bottom of my heart. Maybe it's really time to let you go, cos I know if I held too tight, you'll be struggling, maybe they're better then us, maybe you're happier with them. We really can't do anything, but accept the fact that you've left, and found somewhere and someone better. Someday if you realised we've never left you, and we're always there for you, it's still not too late to turn back alright. We'll always regard you as our closest and bestest friend.
We will never be seperated.
Because, I never had such great friends before,
and I really cherished both of you.

Luvz,
♥이민호

Do visit this blog shop!
http://www.adollme.blogspot.com/

2009-05-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

It's 10.12pm now and I'm super tired, but still, I'm here to blog.
I was chatting with YiLin, Wanting and Jessica just now! Interesting conversation, haha.
I didn't really know Jessica though, I just know it's Wanting's best friend or something.
Whatever, meow. I've got a lot of things to talk today.

Today had my first time leading the choir. It's very difficult but at least i tried my best. Rachel, sherlyn and xinzhi came back to help out the new committee, and gave us great advices too! We took very long to warm up our voices, and also to go through just 1 song! It's taking super long. Arts night is just 10 days left! What should we do? I'm lost. I really hope that I could do better then today for the next session, im feeling helpless. Oh My Gosh. Today's teacher-in-charge is Miss Lim! And I didn't get any scoldings from her today, i'm so so so glad that I didn't do anything that made her unhappy.

I've got something to announce. Please visit a blogshop;
http://www.adollme.blogspot.com/
This is a blogshop that sells many many accessories! Very very pretty.
You can let Nais Yeo be your delivery man if you're in Swiss Cottage Okay.
Hahaha, He's very willing too alright.

Change subject.
I'm in love with Amber Guo's Ni Zai, Bu Zai.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QmRGZvyBQC4&feature=PlayList&p=BBDFCC9B83368511&index=0

PLEASE LISTEN.

Okay, I've got nothing to say luh.
Suddenly no mood to post, sorry luvz.

Bye Luvz.
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I'M JUST TOO BORED.

2009-05-25T18:22:00.003+08:00

Tags Replies
vin- Hahaha, Yup. Hello!
YiLinxz♥- Lol, I don't think I will buy so soon, mom still don't let ):
Theo! (♥)- Sorry luhh, Laopo!
enze- Hahaha, Okay. Kim Bum! :B
JIELIN- well well, Let's tap on each other's shoulder and say "Jiayou" :)
Guanyuan- Hello Hello Erzi! Thanks for e tag :*
CHANXINYAN (:- I where got copy you! They all really very hot 8D
Serena- Oh, Okay, Hahaha.

I didn't really know what to post but yes, I'm here to post for my dearest Enze *puke

HAHA. Since when did he become my dearest -.-
Oh well, today we got to know our overall marks, failed 2, just passed english,
got a grade 5, how great?! I failed English and Combine Humanities.
Oh well, I really got to buck up on that! I really need to do much better then this.

I bet tomorrow we're going to run 2.4km again due to our results not saved,
due to register numbers not confirm and so, we need to run again, and kill ourself once again
gosh! I super hate napfa 2.4, it's seriously very tiring and I feel like killing myself.

Okay, I'm gonna stop here, I have nothing to post.
Alright, bye peep, bye luvs :B

2009-05-24T17:13:00.004+08:00

I'm officially in love with Boys Over Flower.
Screams for the 4 cute guys, they're just so hot!
I'm so going to buy the disc, and at the same time watch Channel U's version.
Oh yeah! I love Boys Over Flower :B

Just reached home from Lot1, went to town with Laopo.
I brought my phone and camera to the 'hospital' cos they're sick!
They have to delete everything from my phone's brain, I'm gonna cry.
But it's okay, I'm getting a new phone soon, real soon.
Mom let me change my phone already, i'm so so so touched.
I'm gonna get a pink phone, PINK PINK PINK! :B

& I'm not the one late today, meow :}

Okay, then we went shopping at paragon, ngee ann, had lunch at Lucky Plaza.
Lucky Plaza suck one shit. Seriously, the people there is so impolite.
They don't understand what is Give Way and Excuse Me.
When we're waiting for seats, we lost 2 tables, all thanks to the maids there.
Then we settled down and Laopo went to buy food, after she came back,
there's this maid keep staring at us while eating, in front of her is a S'porean Uncle.
Then I was thinking, at home have one outside still find another one,
I don't like this kind of guy, so old already still look for one D:
The maids just wants uncle's money, not their sperms -.-
*No offense

If it's my husband,
I'm so going to divorce with him
and kick him out of the house.
LOL, so random.

Let's see, I'm gonna be so busy during June Holidays.
2nd june; choir meeting and practice
4th june; meeting with Rachel and choir practice
5th june; Essence Des Nights, informal concert
10th june to 14th june; working at IT show
3rd week of june; going to Genting :B
22nd june to 26th june; OBS camp

2009-05-22T23:04:00.007+08:00

Life goes on..
I sense something's gonna happen soon.

Laopo, I'm worried.
\

My uncle's selling his Nokia N73 music edition,
red coloured and in very good condition.
Selling @ $240, interested party please contact me through tagboard :)

2009-05-22T10:55:00.003+08:00

Hello and hello, currently in computer lab.
Laopo is beside me, and I find it stupid to blog infront of her, Hahah.
Currently doing nothing, supposed to do homework but I did already, so I took this chance to come on blogger, Hahaha.

Today during lessons I felt so tired, and I kept dozing off, meowwww.
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Okay, please go to http://define-theo.blogspot.com/ to see a very touching post.
It was meant for me luh, I was seriously very touched, very. I Love Laopo! :D

A little something for my beloved Laopo, even though it's not in Malay language, Lol.

Thanks for everything you did for me, and also thanks for taking up with my stupid attitude.
You're always there for me, no matter if it's happy or sad, or at my worst. I'm used to be alone,
but now i'm used to having you. Even though we've quarreled before, but I still think that you're very important to me. Maybe in life, you're really my that True Friend I've been looking for. I really cherished this friendship and doesn't want us to break apart. I guess recently we're being gossiped again, but it's okay, it's alright, we're used to it already, i guess. But yup, no matter what happened, I will keep my promise that I made to you before; I'll always be there for you, always.
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Later will be having choir CIP, in 3 hours time, I'm so damn nervous, I don't know if I will do a good job. Everything I do i'll always do my best, but if it becomes very very lousy, I will be super disappointed with myself ): May god bless me!

Teacher saw Laopo using facebook! Hahahahha! Hahahaahahhaha!
Then it's like so damn it funny lah,
Teacher's behind me and im not scared, LOL.

Aiya, im tired of blogging liao. Bye :p

and Lastly,
I LOVE LAOPO.
:D

2009-05-21T20:41:00.003+08:00

This post is going to be a very emotional one, there's a lot of things bothering me now.

Firstly, results is not good. I failed 2 subjects, that I studied so hard for. In the end I still don't get the marks that I studied hard for. I felt so discouraged when I first received my results, I felt seriously disappointed in my results for Chinese, social studies and Home Economics despite studying till late night. I'm gonna study so much harder for next semester.

It may be me that is over sensitive. I felt something is going to happen again, what have I did wrong to deserve all these? I thought everything have come to an end, but the fact that it's not ending yet. How can I stop all these things happening over and over again, and stop histories from repeating? I'm very tired of it, having to face so many problems and all are the same, can all these just stop? I kept telling myself, it may be myself being too sensitive, but in fact, it's all true, it's all right into my face, i can't run away from it.
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The 1 encouraging thing is that I did well for my Mathematics for Paper2. I got 29/40 and Mr Teng is satisfied with my good good results! He told me to keep up the good work and yes, he read the short poems behind my Paper1 when I wrote when I was waiting for paper to finish. He said I'm lack of confidence and get discouraged easily, yes. I will try to kick away this stupid thing and be confident. My brother said before that I have no self-esteem too. Well, I'm born to be having more imperfections then others, i guess.

Choir will be resumed tomorrow, which means that my 1st duty as a Chairman would be happening tomorrow, I'm so scared that I won't be able to do a good job. But every thing i do, I will do my best. Wish me good luck for tomorrow's CIP.

2009-05-20T18:32:00.011+08:00

❥Hey precious.

This is my 73th post of this blog, it lasted longest, Hahha.
Out of my previous blogs that I kept changing and changing,
they only have got like 50+ post, oh I'm gonna keep this blog for v v long.
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Yep, got back our exams paper today, I failed only 1 paper out of 3 papers!
I passed chemistry with flying colours, I got 31/50,
as for physics I scored only 30.5/50, that's pathetic.
I've worked so hard on the previous day + night and got that kind of marks,
BUT I see improvements!
Mathematics 32/50, 18 more marks from Paper2 and I'll pass!
Behind my Maths paper were some doodling stuffs, short poems,
and Mrs Chua SK actually read it and replied me with a Yeah! =) kind of thing.
She said it's inspirational, awww, Hahaha.

The subject I failed: Home Economics.
I know I'm just not for Home Economics, neither art nor d&t.
What's wrong.

After school, went to look for Mdm Wan for a short meeting regarding the Arts Night!
The performing arts group will be holding a small concert @ Cdans & School!
We shall do as good as how we did during syf, or even better!
Let's work hard for that common goal we have, I believe we can do it.
Go, Swiss Choir. ♥

Had meeting with committees too, heh.
Went home with JieLin Baobei!

Let's see.
I guess that's all for today, alright,
I'm off, bye peeps.
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Overdue Pictures; Vivo movie trip, 17 Again

My Very Beloved Ones ♥

Laopo and I ♥

Finally, Me! ♥

:D

I Love Precious,
I Love Laopo,
I Love Jie Lin,
I Love Eugene.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Just a small quiz from Lover's blog.
1. Theodoros Chan
2. Eugene Mui
3. JieLin
4. Priscilla
5. XinYan
6. Cheekiat
7. Yi Lin
8. Wanting
9. Jocelyn
10. Nais Yeo

1. how did u meet no 4?

♥ My Beloved Cousin

2. Do you have a crush on anyone up there ?

♥ I love them all :B

3. What would you feel if you hadn't met number 1 ?

♥ I would still be alone.

What would you do if 6 and 2 were going out ?

♥ Obviously Impossible.

5. How did you meet number 8 ?

♥ QINGREN 150208, bench outside school toilet.

6. Is 2 one of your best friends ?

♥ Totally Yes.

7. Whose number 9's best friend(s)?

♥ LEEWANTING & CHIAMYILIN.

8. Have you ever dated number 1 ?

♥ Dating every single day.

9. what do you think of number 6 ?

♥ My very loved hubby! :B

10. Do you love number 1 ?

♥ Everyone knows the answer; yes, :)

11. What can you say about no. 5 ?

♥ LOVERRRRRRRRR, so loved.

12. Describe number 10.

♥ He looks like my first love, hahaha.

13. What is your relationship with number 3?

♥ 3 years long of friendship, never quarreled before, NEVER.

14. Have you ever kissed number 7 ?

♥ Nope ._.

15. Describe number 1,

♥ 1st dearest person, 2nd most important in my life, 3rd year together.

16. How long do you know number 6 ?

♥ 1 year?

17. What is the relationship between you and number 8 ?

♥QINGREN QINGREN QINGREN!!

18. Do you talk to number 2 ?

♥ I don't talk to him when I'm angry w him.

20. Who do like the most?
♥ ALL ARE LOVED, muackkkks! (L)

2009-05-18T18:58:00.009+08:00

It's suppose to be a happy day,
but when I reached home just now, brother told me dad lost his working stuffs.
Omg this is so.. It's also part of my fault as I help my dad sometimes with his work,
so started ransacking the whole house but still can't find the documents he lost.
It's a nightmare, seriously it is.

Happy things now. Today I went out with dearest Laopo and Eugene. Okay I'm late again, sorry.
Then we trained to Vivo and went to look for pastamania and I had chicken ham & sausage baked rice.
I loved it as this is my 2nd time having pastamania, the 1st experience is a nightmare.
After lunch, we walked into some toy shop and saw this super cheap plush :B
It's only 10bucks, plus it looks super innocent, and it's in Pink, okay, so yeah. I bought it.

New friend, new mouthless creature!
(just like Hello Kitty :D)
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Then we went to watch 17again! Hehehe. I know this movie is on theatre very long ago but yes, it's nice.

ZAC EFRON IS HOT. As hot as Wu Zun.

Laopo cried when the husband talk or something, she said it's very touching. Lol.
After movie went to super crowded toilet, argh.
Not long later home sweet home!
Check out my facebook for today's photo! Yay.
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Movie-a-thon please;
Angels & Demons
The Uninvited
The Young Victoria
Night at the Museum 2
Monsters Vs Aliens
Hannah Montana the Movie
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Boys Over Flower is NICE NICE NICE.
I watched it last night, I super love it like seriously.
Just that the female lead is not as pretty as the Chinese version Meteor Garden.
But the storyline is nicer, the school is oh-so royalty kind, o-m-g.
I LOVE BOYS OVER FLOWERS, Meow.

Bye people,
I love Laopo, I love Eugene, I love Today! :B

2009-05-17T00:28:00.003+08:00

I'm bringing my phone to repair tomorrow ):
I'm gonna use lousy phone from tomorrow onwards,
if the phone is not repaired, I'm so going to curse Sony Ericsson.
I think I'm gonna miss my phone.

I did not dare to delete those messages that i kept for so long
but then now, Sony Ericsson's gonna delete everything from my phone
I'm able to forget, yep yep yep.

Monday will be going movie with Laopo & Eugene Lovelys!
hehehehe. I can't wait for the day! :B

Bye lovelies,
I'm leaving.

Will update again when I'm back from town tomorrow.
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2009-05-16T11:32:00.002+08:00

Finally, exams have come to an end. I'm finally getting my break! I'm so so so tired.
This is my first time studying so hard for exams, pray hard I'll pass all my subjects!
I've just heard from my Chemistry teacher that I passed my Chemistry!
But she said that my CA marks might pull down my marks, and I might get a borderline pass?
):

Wish me all the best!
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Yesterday was my last paper, home economics. It is a quite manageable paper, as I've did revisions!
After paper, me, Laopo & Eugene went to Lot1 together to get our piercings!
Laopo got her 1st pair of piercings and a 2nd hole on the right ear, it's so daring of her, hahahaha.
As for me, I've got a tragus piercing, hahahaha. My mom haven't find out yet, and I'm acting super natural, hahaha.

After getting our piercings, we went back to Gombak Complex to see Junkai and Nais play badminton! It's so stuffy there, was fooling around there, haha.
Home sweet home at 2plus, went for piano around 5pm again.

6pm met Laopo, trained for tuition again. Had dinner w tuition mates! :D
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I don't really have the mood to post at all!
Will come back again soon, Loves Loves!

Please keep my blog alive by tagging! Thank You :*

2009-05-11T20:27:00.007+08:00

Currently Watching Channel8, Michelle's and Shaun's(?) Wedding!
They're so loving and it's great to see a wedding, omg. I'm going to my cousin's wedding tomorrow.
Hahahaha, Yeah! But it's really nice to see a wedding!

Alright, I wish every mother on the Earth, Happy Belated Mother's Day!
Hahaha. I didn't have the time to blog yesterday as I'm too tired , was out for the whole day ! Argh.

Went to Causeway Point with Mommy and brother to find my mom's wedding gown,
After that we went to Mos Burger for our lunch around 3pm. Shopped awhile and home sweet home. Reached home at 5pm+ and need to go out at 7pm for dinner at restaurant again!

At night, we went to Warren's Yan Palace which is a restaurant for our dinner as a celebration for Mother's Day! Grandma finally came out with us :) Heh. Had a few shots of my family!

This is the Teddy Bear I gave mommy, Look at that necklace!
It cost alot alot alot. & Obviously, mom's touched when she saw this :}

Brother and me while waiting for mommy outside fitting room! Hahaha.
Bro's shades suits me so well luh! Hahaha.
& His shirt is choosen by me, awww. My Boyfr, Hahaha.

Mommy & Daddy

Grandma's candid shot! She's not aware. Hahahhaa.
2nd Picture is the carnation whatever flower.

Roses I Gave To Mommy & Grandma :}

Overdued Pictures!

Our meal together, I love tuition mates!

This candid shot by Laopo, at the library.
I kind of like this picture though!

Eugene's playing PSP and NOT STUDYING,
even though there's a book there, Lol.

Okay, stupid candid shot.
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Artistic shots of the day.

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Tomorrow is Chemistry & Geography paper!
I'm not prepared, great.

2009-05-07T16:38:00.005+08:00

As I left my fingers dancing on the piano keys,
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Exams in progress
8 more days of torture

I won't be blogging that much till when exams are over
I promised myself to mug super hard for this exams
I wanna get good results, to get my new phone, hahaha.

Should I go outward bounds camp?
I'm still thinking if I should go, sigh

Will blog again when I have the time

Bye :D

Fairyland is just another place for you to escape from reality.

2009-05-02T23:19:00.013+08:00

Back Back Back, and I'm having heavy eyelids now.
I felt like sleeping, but still insisted to blog! I'm born to be a blogger, Lol. Joking.

Woke up this morning at 9am, supposed to wake up at 8am, but i woke up late due to brother switching off my alarm and didn't wake me up D:
Then I met Laopo at 10.15am at Jurong Library, it's super troublesome due to the Swine Flu.
Have to write the form or something then can go in, but it's good actually, do prevention :)

Settled down on the floor and started mugging. Waited for Laopo, Renjie and Jianhao to come. Laopo came and not long later the 2 guys came.
FINALLY, someone gave out their seats! Then me and Laopo went to take up the seat and studied on the table! Yay!
Then mugged and they sat on the floor studying. After very long time, the 2 girls in front of us left and sat on the floor, hehehe.
Then renjie and jianhao came and sat w us, mugged a lot a lot! That's why I'm so tired now, argh.
Went for lunch at 1pm+ @ our tuition place nearby hawker center. Had Chicken rice w Laopo!
Was having blister and couldn't really walk luhhhh, zz. Went back to library to study and then met Waqiu.
Studied and Waqiu left at 4.

They're on the floor :)

Renjie & Jianhao Shuaishuai Junior, hahaha.

Me and Laopo (♥)

This proves that I AM STUDYING OKAY; Indices :)

A Very Very Retarded Candid Shot Of Me Credits: Laopo (♥)

4.30pm me and Laopo went home :)
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At night, went to Jurong Point w parents to celebrate Mother's Day, if im not wrong it's tmr right!?
Aik Peng kept telling me it's next Sunday, hahaha, Joker.
Okay then we had New york New york, it's delicious! Felt bloated. I loved the Waffle w honey and strawberry ice cream, GOSH. I'm so in love w it.
Did a little of shopping but didn't buy anything. Dad didn't have the mood to shop, so well, HOME.

I'm the New Yorker! Hahaha.

My WAFFLE W HONEY AND STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM, Loves :B

Dad's Cappuccino

-.-
My last shopping day gone, gone, GONE.
Shopping stops till 18th of May.
That's like 16 more days okay, sigh.

p/s: blogger took super long to upload only 4 photos lah! What's this. -.-

2009-05-01T13:22:00.004+08:00

Happened to do a quiz on Facebook. It is quite right though, hahaha.

February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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Rotting day at home! Intended to go out with Lover today but in the end never,
cos I kept thinking that exams are round the corner, why am I still hanging out!? See, I'm such a good girl :)
I'm so into facebook nowadays, ignoring my friendster already! Lol.
Hey people! Write on my wall :p

Anyway, I desperately want a new phone. My current phone gives me so much trouble that I really feel like throwing it into the rubbish chute, argh! It's so freaking irritating.
But I know i only can get a new phone only if I get good results, Sigh.

RESULTS AGAIN, I'm so tired of it.

Will update again when I have something to blog about, bye.

2009-04-30T18:47:00.005+08:00

Pictures of a rabbit (obviously)
I don't know why but I find this rabbit super cute,
I always look at it when I drop by the shop!
hehehe.
But it's sad that he/she doesn't have a companion!
He/she is being left outside the shop alone, aww.
):
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Okay back to topic. Guess what! The photo that I wanted to post on my blog, all is in my phone memory, omg.
Now I need to find a solution that's gonna take alot of time, sigh!
Took loads and loads of Enze's picccc, hehehehe.

Today is a very sleepy day for me, didn't have enough sleep! I slept at 12am last night.
Didn't do homework at all, exams in 4 days including today, well well well.
It's really really late for me to start work noww! I know.
Lessons was as usual, boring. English lesson sat according to register number, I'm sitting at the 2nd row ): I'm supposed to sit at the last 2nd! Now teacher can see clearly what I'm doing, zz.

After school, Bernard was outside the front gate! Went to look for him! hehehehehe.
Cos he promised he will come back often to see us! Aww. Talked to him awhile, then went back to class to look for Laopo.
At 1.45pm, Laopo need to go home to collect her d&t file, she's given permission and get back before 3.30pm. So sent Laopo, Renjie, Iain(?) to front gate and walked back to class.
Taught Minjiang how to do chinese compo! I'm his walking dictionary :)
Then Andy Chan came to our class, said super lame things that made me laugh till stomachache, but he's a really good senior! Hahaha. Before he left he even leave a last joke, stupid one though.
After that , Minjiang and Andy Chan went home together and me and Laopo went for maths consultation.

Maths consultation is so fun! Learnt alot from Mr Teng! Understand Indices so much better. We were like talking about SOMEONE (that I shouldn't say) and going hua chi. Hahaha!
Consultation ended around 5.30pm, went to church bus stop to wait for Haikal.
Home Sweet Home, :)

I'm hardworking today! I need to finish my homework cos I'm going out tmr.
I'm going out on saturday to study with Laopo too!
Hope that I can really score well this time, pray hard.

With truckloads of love,
Fiona the insane lady.
(HAHAHAHA)

2009-04-29T20:20:00.002+08:00

It have been a very tiring and busy week this week.
There's a lot of things happening to my class recently, troublemakers again.
well well, giving more teachers bad impression in us, sigh.

Firstly, Happy 15th Birthday to Timothy & Jie Qi.
The 3rd year wishing you both happy birthday, i never fail to do so! Heh.
Hope that you all enjoyed today and really liked the presents you all received.
Timothy gave Jieqi this Build A Bear bear luhh, so sweet of him :)

I passed my Chinese test badly, I passed my physics test w flying colours
To me, I mean. Physics got 17/25! I improved! cos I did revisions.
Oh and exams is just 5 days away! Can I make it this time round?
I'm very worried yet I'm not doing what I'm supposed to do now.

After school, was rather tired, but I'm still lively! hahaha.
Met Bernard outside the school gate! Never gonna see him that often anymore.
But he promised to come back often to visit us, yay!
Promised to make him cookies too, as a goodbye gift.
(it's not as if he's dying right, Lols)
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When I'm going home alone, brother happened to be waiting for 302 to bus home too!
So I made him help me take my that very heavy box w files and books, heh.
Happened to meet Aaroson Koh on the same bus too!

Home Sweet Home.
I'm addicted w Subway's double choco and choco chip cookies.
I begged brother to get it for me today, hahahaha.

Loves,
Fiona

2009-04-28T22:22:00.003+08:00

I'm currently having Dai Yang Tian craze

*screams*

New new new blog skin! & I'm so loving it :)
Gonna put in a song too! hehehe.
-

Yesterday is the day that 2 of my classmate quit school.
B said bye to me, I feel very very sad luhs! Cannot draw his hand anymore,
cannot chat with him anymore, cannot teach him homework anymore
but anyw, wish him good luck and all the best for his next few years!
Fated we'll meet again :) Best of luck!

Alright. Today is really gonna be my very last post, LOL.
Sorry for keep saying last last last, but a blogger is ALWAYS a blogger.
How can I not blog? Hahaha.

English lessons was quite interesting, but I think Laopo was having bad mood ):
Social Studies test totally screwed up! I studied for at least an hour yesterday
Something very unpleasant happened during PE that made me super pissed
Did all maths homework so was slacking all the while :)

After school, went out of school to get bubble tea and curry puff as lunch
Went back to school, chat with Edwin and Waikit outside my class
& hehehehe, I saw my shuaige after school! wheeee.

Had chemistry consultation with Mdm Sha after school this afternoon!
It was very very very fun, something interesting happened while waiting for Mdm Sha.

When I turned back, this guy talked to me;
guy: eh girl, say fcuk
me: fcuk
guy: -talking to another girl- you see! so easy to say, just say lah
then the girl smile smile and laugh laugh
guy: you don't know how to say is it, i teach you, faaaa-k
then the girl smile smile and laugh laugh again
guy: okay I lower the level, you say stupid
girl: stupid
guy: okay now I go to highest level, you say CB
*Everyone's laughing like siao, hahahahaha
HAHAHA. It's super stupid lah! hahahah.
Joker.

After the consultation we went to staff room to collect our file and take box
went back to class pack up then walked to bus stop,
Eugene took the initiative to help me take my files which is quite heavy
{Thanks Eugene!

Home Sweet Home @ 6.30pm.

Well well well, tomorrow there's maths test on indices.
I'm so going to fail again, argh.

p/s: Swiss students, please bring thermometer tomorrow.

2009-04-23T18:14:00.006+08:00

I'm proud to say that the Swiss Choir achieved
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SILVER
for SYF!

Okay this is really gonna be the last post!
I'M SO PROUD OF SWISS CHOIR.
I LOVE SWISS CHOIR :)

I've lost words, I'm very touched when I first heard it.
My tears almost burst out, seriously.
We've sang so much, improved and improved,
overcame our fears and also bonded with choir mates even better
after this long long long long way, we've finally come to an end
and our finish line is the SYF Judging Day.

Swiss Choir,
I'm glad to see everyone giving their very best shots for all practices
I'm glad to see our improvement for every practice as a choir
I'm glad to see the improvement we made to prove we can make it
I'm glad to see the smile on Mr Wilson, when we did a great job
everything is so memorable, we won't have a second chance again

& 1 thing I've regretted, is not cherishing the seniors
today is the last day we're singing together & also the last performance
I wanna thank all seniors for teaching us to be a better leader
it's really been a long way for you seniors i guess, have a good rest, lovelies.

In a Choir, Medal is not the big deal
it's the process we've gone through, whether good or bad
we're still ONE.

"The Power Of Now"
SILVER MEDAL.

SYF TOMORROW.

2009-04-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be Choir's SYF.
Hehehe.

Wish me luck!

:)

2009-04-20T21:03:00.002+08:00

I agree, everyone's changing.
We just have to accept the fact and move on.

I'm extremely disappointed in myself,
but "you can start moving a mountain by moving the pebbles first"
thanks Laopo for this quote, it's very meaningful to me

oh well, now is my war time, 14 days to exams
I'm gonna really buck up.

You know what, I love Cheekiat Hubby so much lah
SO NO ONE'S GONNA SAY HIM HONG OKAY.
He's a tiongxim kia, LOL.
& today he accompanied me, hehe.
&& today I cried, how great.

Okay, no more blogging till exams end
Bye

Back after exams.

2009-04-18T22:36:00.009+08:00

I've got a super interesting video to share!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fhome.php&feature=player_embedded
When Susan Boyle first step on the stage, everyone thought that she was joking cos she said she wanna be a professional singer and everyone didn't take it seriously. But when she started singing, gosh! It's so amazing! She could sing so well, I really envy her ): She's also very brave to stand on the stage and grab hold of this chance to share her singing, it's seriously amazing. It's a pleasure to listen to her sing. Do try listening out to her! I feel that it's really interesting :)

--

You've pushed me away
away from your heart
You've left me alone
in the darkest place I've ever been

Hello and yes, I'm back to post, had 2 hours of choir training!
choir released us early today due to good singing, heh.
I woke up on time and met up with Jielin on time too! hehe.
I thought i'd wake up late you see! hahaha.
Anyway, hang in there, Swiss Choir! ;D

Had shopping with Jielin at Lot1 after that, had pepper lunch express
after that we went to comics connection and i bought another 2 comics (yay!)
went to library to borrow Chinese books too, i borrowed 1 only,
cos I'm afraid i won't be free to read that much x:
Home sweet home at 1pm! & when I reached my house door, how great!
No one's home, I never bring keys, and I have to wait for daddy to get back
waited for like 40minutes and finally daddy came for my rescue
I hated waiting outside my house D:

& I'm sorry, I couldn't post pictures yet cos it's all in my laptop.
and I couldn't get internet connection so I can't send to this comp
and my stupid msn is giving me stupid problems just like my comp
gosh, is it trying to ask me to stop using the comp and study?
Lol, joke.

--
I really can't wait for syf day, omgosh.
It doesn't matter what medal we get, it's the process we went through
like what Mr Wilson said, we wont ever be able to sing like this again
cherish this moment, I'll really miss my beloved secondary4s ):
Jiayou for syf! ;5 more days, 2 more practices.
--
Lastly,
Happy Happy Birthday to Aaroson Koh!!
We're being teased for like 2 years already, damn.
But nevertheless, you're still my friend :) Hope that you wont neglect your studies while looking for new girlfriend, hahaha. Joking.
Alright, wish you all the best in everything you do and also, don't forget us, DLS mates! 6A2 is my best memories, the best class ever.
I missed the times when we hang out as a clique,
I miss the times when we played a fool with the teachers,
I miss the times when we didn't study all day long and kept playing
Those are memories, do you people still remember? I kept it all with me.
I hope you do too! Best of luck, friend.
-fionathorwenqi

2009-04-17T23:43:00.004+08:00

Happy Happy Birthday to dearest Daddy!
Didn't manage to get daddy any present, but bro bought a cake for dad, heh.
Today is a very tedious day, I'm extremely tired now, but yet i'm still posting,
hhehehehe.

Shall post silly pictures of me and my beloved family tomorrow.
I requested from dad to go to the studio to take full family photo.
but dad didn't really agree to it, hope someday really have that chance.

Alright, choir was.. kind of restless today, but can see the effort put in by the seniors.
Everyone still in those not-so-into-it kind of mood! It's time to buck up like hello.
Sang at the parade square today, actually I feel that we didn't sound that bad!
We've not sing to our best! anyway, stay united! it's the last lap yo.

Reporting to school before 7am tmr like wow.
It's like my normal school time, I think I'll be late for choir aww.

6 More Days to THAT IMPT DAY;
2 More Practices ONLY -Cherish please.
Keep the faith yo, Swiss Choir.

Without Passion, you get Nothing.
-Choir & Studies is MY passion-
:)

Pictures gonna be up tomorrow!
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Lastly, studying seriously suck
I feel that I can't really catch up
I think i really need to put in more effort than others does
sigh, why study? I got the answer;
to have a better future.

Goodbye, my love.
(Random)

2009-04-16T19:08:00.003+08:00

Hello People. I'm back to blog again, shall share some happy moments w you people :)

This morning , I woke up at 5.30 to do my home econ homework!
YES, I AM STUDYING.

Then daddy came in asking me;
you eat breakfast already not?
Then I replied, don't intend to eat.

In the end, he went to the kitchen and made bread for me okay.
I'm super touched!

Thanks daddy so much for this bread xB
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Lessons today was quite fine! I'm studying hard! shall not give up again!
Yeah.

we had physics quiz it was quite okay for me
we got scoldings from Mdm Nuruida during SS lessons again
; she changed Timothy's seat and he can't sit w Jieqi liao :o
I ran ET with Itkhari* and he say I run very slow :@
During recess, I saw Weiren and Farezd sparring,
I felt painful for them too )x
Mdm Sathiya is back from her long MC days, interesting lessons
Got excused by Mrs Lim for not doing home econ homework; SYF Preparation

After school, had lunch with same old people :)
Went to kitchen for home econ practical with Old CHAI !
Chai kept disturbing me due to some erm, see-no-evil thing.
and that evil chai made me the last to leave, Argh!
Helped to clean up the kitchen too, I'm a good student k.
Had Napfa, DISASTER, Sigh.

Stayed back in school to slack, till 5pm.
Home Sweet Home.

I'm gonna get back to homework!
"YOU CLOSE YOUR ~~MOUTH~~ MOUSE."
-wangxiufang

LOLOLOL.
Joke of the day, Lawl.

2009-04-15T20:33:00.016+08:00

Hello & I'm back to blogging. Tags have been keeping my blog alive, I'm glad to see tags from so many people yawww. LOVELOVELOVESSSS.

Anyway, thanks everyone who support Thor Cookies on 7th of April!
It won't be such a success without your support!

Heh, School was fine today except me not doing Mr Teng's mathematics homework :x
I didn't bring back my book so i didn't manage to complete his homework,
this will be the last time!

I've promised myself to study hard, cos I wanna have a better future.
I've been asking Jieqi today, why should we study?
She replied; to have a better future. It really inspired me!
So, I don't care what people think about me, I'm just like any typical NERDS, heh!

Let's see, days passing by and SYF judging day plus exams is nearing, VERY near.
But I'm not feeling that stress; whats happening!? I think I'm just prepared :)
I'm gonna buck up on my self revisions too, I know it's super late to start now!
I'm regretting not to study hard D: Argh.

I'm gonna take my Napfa tmr, omg.
I'm so scared-.-

P/S:
Laopo, sorry for not posting the pictures again and again!
Cos I'm lazy to connect my camera cable lah okay, Lol.
Plus exams nearing! SYF nearing. so no time, ahhhh.
Next time when I'm really free, I'll post! I promise.

:)

AND LASTLY,
STUDY STUDY STUDY
!!!!
NO SLACKING PEOPLE,
EXAMS ARE NEARING
AHHHH.

*SCREAMS*
Bye.

2009-04-12T10:37:00.004+08:00

Let's see. I shall not be moody anymore and go on with life. Even though it's still hard for me to accept that fact, but whats done is already done, what can I do? Let's move on.

Today is another rotting day at home and I really don't have the mood to do anything. Everything I do made me think of you, and brought my mood down. What's wrong with me?! I'm gonna get over it, all I need is time. Yes! Time. Oh well, my computer is giving me problems too, argh. I think if it really breaks down, I'm so going to ask dad to get me Toshiba Pink. *Evil Laughter*

11 more days to SYF, Omg. I'm counting down and it's making me super nervous! But I know, if we're willing to put more effort, we're able to get our target! I'm looking forward for the SYF. But it's also the last 11days that the Sec4s is staying in Swiss Choir, I'll super miss them. )': Last year the Sec4s left and I really cried the shit out of me, what's gonna be like this year?! Omg, I really can't imagine ):

Shall blog again tonight. Laopo's on her way to my house now!
Bye.

2009-04-10T11:19:00.011+08:00

Oh well.
~~Good~~ Friday.

Study Day,
Self revisions,
No shopping.

Exams in 24 days,
SYF in 13 days.

Your 1st day with her.
Last Long.

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I never thought I would meet someone like you.
Until I met your eyes, my heart jumped.
But then, I never thought you would leave.
Making me look at my own eyes in the mirror,
seeing nothing but memories that make me cry.

This reminded me of you;
Just because the past is painful, doesn't mean the future will be.
So never let events from the past, change the events for the future.
Or you will be miserable forever.
--

2401, is the day we started.
2402, is the day we end.
It is a short 1 month relationship, and all I had left with is memories.

我真的很想你，你知道吗
我走不出回忆

2009-04-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

I saw that full moon hanging on the sky :)
你问过我，到底爱你有多深。

Today's is Swiss Cottage Annual Cross Country event! Our 2.4km run!
I was late for the meetup with our class guys and also Theo, but we got up the bus after the long wait. Reached there 15 min late! But there were more people later then us, heh.

Before running, Serena got so angry that she cried. & that she's so stressed that she hyperventilated. This time round she's really stubborn, she's crying and not feeling well, yet she say she wanna run, I don't know what to do but kept advising her to get some rest. In the end she really hyperventilated, sent her to the SJAB area and the Sir helped her, she recovered faster then previous time in school! I'm happy :) Serena, I believe you will recover, as long as you tell yourself, you can recover, slowly you can get over it. This is just you thinking too much and that's why you hyperventilated. Believe in yourself, you will recover. I have confidence in you.

During the run, I wasn't running for most of the time, but walking. Walked 3/4 of the big big round, and when we're coming to an end, me and Laopo just sprint down the slope, and to the finish point! It's tiring but yet it's super fun. Shobana and Guanyuan was there to cheer for me! Haha, I super love them :) Gathered into houses and then did some prize presentation and cheers. Blue house got 2nd for this event! Yeah!

After the whole event, I cabbed home w Daniel, Dingen & Weiren!
Bathe and prepare to meet the 3 of them at yewtee again.
Met up and we're on our way to the outing that i'm super looking forward to!

Reached JP and then met up with Jessy, Tianshou, Huey2, Douglas, Nicholas & John Teoh. It's a 10 person outing, & it's super fun! Went to buy tickets and on our way to ARCADE! Weiren, Dingen, Jessy & Huey2 can't go in as they're in Swiss Shorts! So those in home clothes went in! & I went in to see them play Initial D :) After that, we watched Handsome suit and I slept halfway through, but I got woken up by the guy that shouted in the movie! Argh. Overall it's quite a nice show, not really funny but abit lame. Lame yet interesting, Lol. Hard to describe the feeling.

Went to Grandma's house after the outing.

Cousin read my saved massages, but she's only p3.
I guess she won't know anything.

你是忘了我
还是我们的回忆

TIRING DAY.

2009-04-04T00:10:00.009+08:00

那时候的爱情
为什么就能那样简单
--
Hello, Beloved Earthlings.
LOL. It's weird saying Hello like this, but well.

Okay, I'm super tired now,
get me my bed and trust me, I can sleep like a pig.
But I'm just so good to be blogging here okay!
I just got back from tuition 1 hour ago,
had dinner w Laopo around 10plus.
I was super attentive during Maths tuition today,
not much talking and never listen to music,
I tried to attempt quite a lot of the questions!
and I finally did it.

I feel that Practice Makes Perfect sounds so right, Lol.

Had choir practice today, 20 days to SYF & 6 more practices.
Yes, we're left with 6 practices only like Omg.
I feel that some of us already let go, cos of Tiredness.
Or too used to the 3 songs already. But we can't give up!
1 person makes a big big difference, if we choose to give up,
we're not only bringing down our section, but the whole choir.
So yes, Swiss Choir, keep the faith.

--
Friendship problems is coming back to me, once again.
I don't wanna make it big again, I just want a peaceful life!
I've got nothing to say, but I just hope all these things will end.
Studies is still my first priority, for now. Exams is coming.
I gotta buck up, revisions coming next; Self-Revisions.
File checking, have to do filing, argh.

I've got nothing nothing nothing to say,
but I'm gonna chiong at least 100 cookies tomorrow.
Omg, that's super loads of cookies, Lol.

The Power Of Now.
--

Random: I want natural brown hair!

2009-04-02T18:38:00.002+08:00

Cookies is a failure again.
Now, we're following our plans, again. My group will be selling cookies, for the bazaar. But now I still can't make it the best. It sounds easy to just mix this and that and then poof! There's the cookies. But it's so difficult for me, to make it the right color, crispy enough and smells nice. The teachers are expecting so much more from my group, but we're not getting their expectations. How can I sell the cookies this way? I'm gonna make it to the best!
I need to do it.

Last night i baked from 9pm to 3AM. & my hand aches like omg.

Okay anyway, Theodoros Laopo just went home from my house! We made cookies, but it was failure. The butter we bought is so disgusting , it says low fat but it's super oily, gosh. But the last batch I made was super nice :)
--

I'm still feeling sick! Flu is getting better, but my cough is not recovering, sigh.
I'm so tired. I can't cope w it already, after the bazaar i'm going to take 1 day break :x

GET WELL SOON.

& anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LAUGHING PARTNER.

Happy Birthday, dearest Junhee kor! :)

2009-03-31T19:46:00.007+08:00

I've decided.

I shall stop thinking of so many things,
and get serious for studies!
It's like 30 plus days away from exams only,
and 23 days away from SYF,
15 days from Napfa,
& 1 week from Napfa 2.4.

I'm counting down to so many things,
but I'm also counting up to one thing.
36 days, and I'm still waiting.

--
Daddy fell sick yesterday, so today I went to school myself.
Woke up around 5.30, leave house at 6.15am.
Reached school around 6.45am, I'm so early.
Reached there, did some homework and went off to hall.

English Lessons, Mdm Sathiya was super angry!
She scolded those who didn't go for remedial.
CME lessons, Mdm Nuirida showed us Inspirational PowerPoint.
It's indeed Inspirational, meaningful sentences.
Managed to copy down one, but it's on my worksheet.
PE, I ran 2.4km with Laopo! and I made it in 19.0...min.
hahhaa, not bad actually :) was dead beat!! and then recess.

Okays skip. CHEMISTRY LESSONS,
I'm starting to dislike chemistry lessons.
but not chemistry, I'm so going to do self revision.
So what If I'm vain-.-

Got back my maths test results, I scored the lousiest,
within Laopo & Eugene, 21/30.
Laopo scored 22/30 and Eugene scored 23/30
well well, i'm just not putting in enough effort sigh.

After school went for cca,
didn't sing today! Was feeling unwell, having flu!
argh, it's getting back to me again, I don't like.
D:

I've got nothing to post already,
I just hope that my life can be more happy,
and not so dead.

I WANT HAPPINESS TO COME BACK TO ME.
Find back that cheerful me, please.

I'm craving for a Adidas pink watch now,
I'm begging dad to get it for me ):

--
Just came by this video at youtube, listen to how this girl sing!
I feel that she's super talented, can be my idol already D:

Daddy fell sick.

2009-03-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

get well soon, daddy.
--

2009-03-30T21:33:00.007+08:00

Things is not going smoothly again,
where are you?

Moodswings
Taken for granted
Failure

I don't know what to do
I just need a listening ear
someone whom can keep my secrets
lock it up and not let anyone know
not let anything leak out from anyone's mouth
can anyone just be like this

I really don't see any future for me
All I wanted is to do everything to the best
I am trying, but it ended up not what I expected

I felt like such a failure.
I'm so imperfect, so so far away from perfection.

So many things piling up,
responsibility is the keyword for every task I get
I don't do 1 thing, it's equals to no responsibility
I really can't hold on to it anymore, feeling like giving up on everything

I need to go somewhere far,
for a long break

But I know, I can't.

All I ever wished was you to concern about me,
ask me how I'm living, and be my listening ear
but I guess that's all just miracles if it really happens
to me, there's no hope in life

No more.
I wish you were here at this time,
but you're not.

2009-03-29T18:27:00.004+08:00

--
I wish I could take the ferris wheel with you.

Reflecting.

2009-03-28T15:24:00.007+08:00

Lots of things happened recently & that's why I felt like posting again suddenly, but with a very bad mood. Last Thursday, 9 of 3N girls sat down and talked. We tried to clear all misunderstandings, but it doesn't seem helpful. Everyone tried to talk out, but in the end it seems like we're quarreling, I did nothing, but kept quiet. History's gonna repeat again? I'm very tired of all quarrels, jealousy and stuffs like this. I'm tired of it.

Seriously, it's going through my mind again and again. Who's my true friends? Who's the people around me with 2 faces? To others it might be stupid of me to think of all these, but I really trusted every single person that I know as a FRIEND. I trust friends cos I cherish them, I don't wanna lose any one of them. If one day, I really had to choose side, I really will break down and might as well give up on everyone.

It's been a hard time for me, I really wish this could end faster, as soon as possible. It's been bothering me, I don't want this to continue, can I get peace? I just need 2 person by my side now, the 2 true friends I have; Theo Laopo & Eugene Mui.

This 2 true friends have been beside me for 4 months, there's quarrels, but we would always still clear misunderstandings 1 by 1. No matter what happened, whether if I'm sad, happy, angry or moody, they would always stand by my side, no matter if it rains or shines. We've been through ups and downs, we've been through times when we're not strong. But to me, they're still the peoople I trusted most. I told Eugene yesterday, I felt bad leaving him alone this few days, I felt guilty. He's always there to cheer me up, make me happy, but why did i just left him out so easily? I felt really guilty.
--

You said you'll be here,
but now, you left me alone.

I've decided to throw away all my troubles, and get back to work.

2009-03-25T19:01:00.010+08:00

I don't feel like blogging anymore.
I will be going MIA from now on;
--
till when I feel like blogging.

I'm super moody today.

Your Face -Taylor Swift

I heard a song tonight on the radio ,
another girl sings about a boy .
just sees his face in every space ,
every room and i know ,
if i turn around you wont be there
if i close my eyes will you be there ?

i dont wanna lose your face .
i dont wanna wake up one day and not remember what time erased .
i dont wanna turn around
cause im not scared of what love gave me and took away
and i dont wanna lose your face .

i got a picture of you in my bedroom and im hoping it never falls.
hope i'll never lose that feeling i used to get when you called .
now i wonder to myself ,
who were you
where are you
will you ever hear it all ?

i dont wanna lose your face .
i dont wanna wake up one day and not remember what time erased .
i dont wanna turn around
cause im not scared of what love gave me and took away
and i dont wanna lose your face .

that girl in the song had it so good .
wish i could close my eyes and see you
i wish the sky had your face ,
and the oceans had your eyes
and the sun had your lips
and i had you .
ohhh ohhhh yeahhh .

I don't wanna lose your face .
i dont wanna wake up one day and not remember what time erased .
i dont wanna turn around
cause im not sacred of what love gave me and took away
and i dont wanna lose your face .
ohhh no no noooo

i dont wanna lose your face .
i dont wanna turn around
ohh ohhh yeahhhh .

2009-03-24T21:25:00.009+08:00

Today is not my day, I feel superrrr useless today.
It's just not my day, sigh.

Reached school on time.
Okays JUMP TO SUBJECT.
I don't like school.

They kept saying about BGR BGR BGR.
wtf lah, it's already the past, please get updated!
we're no longer together and i'm single okay.
It's my prob to fall for him, why you all bother so much?
It more or less would affect studies,
but then I tried to manage both equally.
Am I wrong to like him? AM I?
Sorry but I'm moody for the whole day today because of this!
I don't like this feeling.
):

Choir isn't very good for me today, moody.
I almost broke down, but I controlled myself.
Blame on me,
I don't have good sound quality, my voice is not stable.
I can't sing for Lafa , which is my favourite song.
I can't engage that much anymore, I don't like this feeling.
I feel super.. don't know how to say.
But disappointed in myself.
I've done so much, in the end I still can't get what I want.
I guess it's time for me to expect more from myself.

我的心情真的很不好
):

-当希望变成了绝望。

I need Privacy.

2009-03-23T20:36:00.006+08:00

Firstly, I would want to say this to the school, I NEED PRIVACY.
I know teachers have been reading my blog due to some issues previously,
but it already ended, why can't i have my own privacy back?
I don't like people to watch over every action that I take
My family members don't even read my blog, why do you?
I mean like, I don't find there's a NEED to read students' blog.
I have my own secret, It's my OWN PRIVACY.
If not why do I even bother to open up a blog?
Might as well keep everything to myself.
*No offense, just want to speak out my mind
I just can't take it anymore.

Forget it, there's a lot of things bothering me, made me feel very useless.
I saw him today, but I felt quite okay, I'm strong okay!
so ya, today is a slacky day, super slack.
We didn't really do alot of things, i only wrote things for some lessons.
Other lessons was BORING.

Chinese test was very very good, very satisfied w my results!
I got 44.5 upon 50! Wahaha. Finally effort I put in isn't down the drain.
I worked super hard for this test! Hope that I can maintain this result :)

Okay let's see. After school, stayed back with Laopo till around 3+.
Then 3+ I took bus till Bukit Gombak and met up w mom @ Chinese Garden
Went to grandma house again :)

WAS STUDYING, YAY.
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Recently there's this new HORROR movie
(I'm lovin' it :p)

Release Date | Thursday, 26th March
I'M GONNA WATCH IT, WATCH IT!
COMING SOON TOO, I MUST WATCH ALL.
MUST MUST MUST.
ERICCCCCC!!~~

OKAY, I'm not in a good mood to post now.
Sorry, & Bye.
Do you still care?
It's the 24th of March tomorrow,
do you notice the date? I bet you don't.

2009-03-22T18:37:00.006+08:00

You know what?! I'm not supposed to be posting now.
I switched on the comp due to some childish acts of SPAMMERS.
Suckers, can you simply grow up!?
Stop spamming blogs and grow up.

Okay nothing much, tmr's school reopen.
I'm not prepared, currently rushing my homework!
HAHA, Pray hard I'm able to finish it by tmr.
LALALA.

Bye.

我知道是时候放手，
但是我还是放不下我们的回忆

做什么事都能想起你…
你知道那种感受吗?
你真的忘了吗
你真的忘了我们的一切吗
你真的不回头了吗
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~~My phone's not ringing~~
~~I felt so empty~~
the endless nights, made me feel so lonely
all I wanted was you to talk to me
about anything

but there's nothing that could go back to you and me
everything changed, it's no longer the same
no more you and me, all it's left is me
can you just talk to me? or let me know you're waiting
waiting for the miracle to happen, just like what I'm doing
boy, I'm waiting for the miracle,
I am waiting.

I hate Heels.

2009-03-21T21:52:00.006+08:00

Seriously, I hate heels already, it's making my leg ache like nobody's business.

Today went shopping spree with Pris Darl and it's quite stupid of me to not wear flats.
I mean like, who wear heels for shopping sprees?!
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Okay, let's talk about today. I set my alarm to wake me up at 8.45am,
but ended up waking up at 9.30am, so I rushed as mom's going out at 10am!
Rushed in time and went to mom's working place to meet up w Darl.
Slacked at mom's working place till around 11 and on our way to Vivo!

Camwhored in the empty toilet after our lunch ;D

After vivo went to Grandma's house!
Grandparents were very happy to see me and my cousin :)
Will be dropping by grandma's house more often w Darl bah.
heh.

Around 6, me and Darl cab back to mom's working place.
and SUPER UNLUCKY, DAD'S NOT FETCHING ME AND MOM HOME!
My leg's aching and I can't really walk you know!!
Wanted to take train, but train service got prob!
So wave for cab again, and home @ 8!

SADLY, Holidays ended.
& I guess I will still be in holiday mood when school reopens :x
Left w tomorrow to rush my homework.
Sigh.

ANYONE WANNA STUDY W ME?
I need study group badly ~

~~2403~~

2009-03-20T22:51:00.004+08:00

I'm just back from tuition, & my dad started shouting at me.
Wth luhs, I only never do some things then he started to shout at me.
I feel super unfair okay, then I argued back, then he shout at me again D:
wth lah! I'm not for him to vent his anger.

No pictures for today! I didn't go for movie trip!
postponed, due to not enough time rush down to Plaza Sing.
Guess I'm gonna go Plaza Sing w my cousin tmr :p
SHOPPING SPREE!
Okay, I'm so looking forward to tmr :)

Had choir yesterday and today, was super tiring, but worth it.
Cos everyone was super hardworking, trying to make it the best.
I think we're getting nearer and nearer to our target!
Hope we won't slack-en down for this 1 month! :3

Today Mr. Hondorp (professional vocal teacher) came to listen to us!
He is super cute, when we sang wrongly he will go ''whoops!'', Haha!
and he have got blue blue eyes x) I love angmoh's eyes loh.
& while singing, Mr. Wilson will like hint us where to get louder or softer,
then when Mr. Hondorp look back, he will act as if nothing happened, Lol,
I love today :)

Jiayou Jiayou!
34 days to SYF.
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Change of blog song;
Call Me When You're Sober by Evanescense

There's still times when I think of you,
and I felt like crying.
But the tears, don't seem to listen to me
Someday I'll break down,
and cry all I want.

Boy, I really need you.
~~I want you back.~~

Screw Blogger D:

2009-03-19T21:22:00.009+08:00

I'm super angry with blogger now ):
I wanted to upload some overdue photos on the Learning Fest & today,
but it just screwed up! It's not even loading when it shows "Loading..."
Noob.

Okay forget it, shall upload another time.
I will be watching COMING SOON, tomorrow! Yayness.
I can't wait to watch it, I know it'll be super scary, but idc!
HAHAHA. ERIC'S GONNA WATCH IT WITH MEEEE.
Can't wait to watch it x)

Recently, I'm in love w a song that is sang by 潘玮柏.

谢谢-潘玮柏
黄昏下的琴键太寂寞
来来去去只剩很拙的双手
陪着固执的我
不停弹奏不停地犯错
想起他为你唱歌时的温柔
我会笑着难过
他能给你保护代替我的照顾
这是我最后的祝福
谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我幸福
不停唱着愈来愈清楚
想起你看他眼中的满足
我学会了服输
他能给你保护代替我的照顾
我只能偷偷的祝福
谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾经让我幸福
想着手心的感触
想着脸颊的温度
谢谢你那些年为我付出
谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我们幸福

Choir Day

2009-03-17T19:39:00.008+08:00

Some pictures that I took with JieLin Love yesterday!
The red octopus is the birthday gift that I gave to Jeannette.
I'm seriously tired now, and I'm not feeling well !
Going for meeting on the Thor Cookies things later, sigh.

I wanna recover before this holiday!
I feel so uneasy! I feel like dying!
I wanna get my sleep, so i won't feel so uneasy!
I don't wanna do anything, I just wanna sleep.

Sigh ):

Bye People.
I had so many dreams about you and me.

2009-03-16T20:03:00.010+08:00

I've finally met up with Xinyan Lover!
Hahaha, it's rather stupid to get close w a person, and yet you never meet her before.
Soo yup! That's my Lover :p

Okay let's see, I'm not late today, almost late.
but everyone was late, Lol. So I'm not late.

Met up with lover already, then we went to get tickets first. Bought tickets already then we went to Arcade, Lover wanted to play ddr, but got a few kids(?) took up the DDR and didn't want to let us play awhile, zz. Okay so we went to meet with Pris Darl instead and went up for popcorn not long later! Went in cinema and watched Dragonball evolution! It's rather interesting! I rate it 5stars lah, can try watching :) The male lead is super goodlooking too x)

After movie, we went down to Lot1 again! Then we had mac and went shoppin for awhile, didn't buy anything, and we went to take Mrt and went seperate ways; Lover to Bugis, me & cousin to my mom's working place. Cousin is super dead today; cheerup!

Slacked at the staircase near mom's working place as my cousin still doesnt want to go to work! So we camwhored there, yawww.

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BEWARE OF MONSTERS!
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& then slacked at mom's working place till 7.30pm and dad fetched us home :)
I love today even though it seems really simple or maybe boring,
but finally! I met up with Lover (!)

Let's see..
The next movie that I wanna watch is..

COMING SOON, NC16.
I'm so going to watch it, w. someone over 16 years old.
Lol, I've seen the trailer, scared the shitzxs out of me -.-

http://www.comingsoonmovie-th.com/flash/comingHomeEn.html

& This too! :)

Shall catch these movies this holidays!
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& Lastly! Happy Birthday to Beloved Jeannette!
Hey girl, sorry for not celebrating with you for your 15th birthday, we're no longer as close as before, express life is more tiring, unlike Normal Acad. But I hope our friendship will still last, and I won't forget how close we were for the last few months. I hope that you've got new clique and I guess they would be better friends then me, so yup, study hard and last long with them.
You're still Loved, rmb this.

Bye!
You said you'll be there for me,
You said you will.
Forget it, everything's already the past,
why am I still thinking of it?
why am I still holding on?

Happy 1 year 1 month ♥

2009-03-15T17:11:00.003+08:00

Firstly! Happy 1year and 1 month, Qingren! ♥
just a short message for my beloved qingren;
even though we're always going through ups and downs,
drifting apart and getting back again & again,
please know that i really cherishes you a lot.
Our friendship shall go on and never let it end,
promise? :)
/

I'm going on a movie trip with xinyan lover tomorrow!
Passing her her cookies too :p I'm bored.

I'm slacking at home for the whole day,
supposed to do homework,
but in the end I'm baking cookies again, Lol.

Okay shall update photo tomorrow!
I can't wait for my movie trip, yayness.

Bye people!

I Miss You.

Town with Darling!

2009-03-14T20:50:00.010+08:00

You haven't leave my dream,
and that's why I'm still having that smile.

Hello people, now i'm using dad's laptop, lazy to switch on my comp :x
Okay let's see, I've just reached home not long ago, and had chicken rice for dinner!
Lol.

Went to bugis street with Priscilla darl just now, walked around there. Lol. We had our lunch at Mos Burger, then we went looking for a bag that both of us wanted to buy. We walked for about 2hours and finally we found the stall wth. Then she bought the black transclucent bag while i bought a white one, i like it very much :)

Home sweet home after that, saw a indian guy keep lookin' at me and my cousin, cousin felt so irritated and keep staring at him, Lol. Then we said very insulting things, not very actually. But yup, he shouldn't like keep looking at us right? Super irritating. Then when we reached Jurong East, my cousin purposely sit beside the indian guy, Lol. Trained to Pioneer.

Reached mom's working place, then wait for dad to fetch us home.

Saw this baby in the train when we're on our way to Bugis.
This baby is super noisy but when he look at me and my cousin, he'll quieten down.
Lol, he's super cute lah k.

Overdued Pictures!

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The Thor Cookies have started our preorder!
we will be selling Chocolate Cookies, chocolates cookies & more!
There will be around 5-6 cookies per pack ranging from $2 to $3!
You may start ordering(!) and as for special request,
you must let me know before march holidays end.

and of course, the prices would be different!
Special request will be ranging from $3 - $5.

Add me up to tell me your orders!
Tears.ofmemories@hotmail.com

Town!

2009-03-14T11:59:00.005+08:00

I'm baking cookies again! But this time it isn't as good as the previous time.
Shushia came to my house to learn how to bake cookies for Marcus, aww so sweet!
Today is their 8th month, also Marcus's birthday. Happy Birthday Marcus!
& Happy 8th month Shushia! Last longer yeah. Glad to see your r/s lasting :)

I'm going to prepare to go out soon, going off to Bugis w Pris Darl later!
We've never meet for quite long! Finally we're going out together again :)
Her school reopens during April, so I guess won't have much time to go out by that time? ):
Okay fine, shall enjoy myself later :P

Will update again tonight!
Not confirm if there's any picture, lazy to charge my camera, Lol.

Okay Bye.
There's no other way,
but somehow you make me wanna stay

Fcuking Spammers.

2009-03-13T22:36:00.014+08:00

Firstly, I hate spammers.
Get a life man, people. Why do you even bother to waste your time to spam people's blog? Please put yourself into their shoes, you won't like spammers on your blog too. If you want to comment about something, use your name, talk properly. If you're jealous, we don't need your comment, grow up kid. THINK.
I don't have a crush on Nicholas, fyi. He's just my idol since Sec1, get the facts clear alright, don't anyhow comment about these things if you don't even know it clearly from the beginning. Stop predicting that someone likes this person cos he/she talks to he/she. Childish thinkings.

Alright, today is the last day of Secondary 3 learning fest.
I love my group; negative10. We're not enthu enough on the first few days but after bonding for like these 3 days, we're getting better! Yes, we are.
I love my new friends; Victor, yingda, bryan, yaoxing, william, & Yijie's friend (he gave me sweet, yes!)

Today woke up early! Around 5.30am, and went out of house around 6.25am. Reached there started with our presentation props! It was super nice :) Loved it; The City Lights. It wasn't that similar to the picture in my mind, but then, it's still nice. Thanks Minjiang, John Teoh & Amanda for helping with the props, & not forgetting Tianshou for doing the speech, and thanks Yvonne for the idea. Presentation was quite fine, teachers are quite satisfied w. our props :)

Had recess with John Teoh, Tianshou & Minjiang! Went up hall with MinJiang! Was having a fake campfire, it reminded me of sec2 camp :) We started of w. cheers again! Negative 10 is always the loudest? Lol, we're just over enthu i guess :o Okay let's see. Different groups presented different items and I find the Paranakans one very interesting, I WANT GO PARANAKAN MUSEUM LAH. Then it was time for group10 to cheer, we did badly oh gosh. I felt super embarrassed cos like alot people don't know what to say/do. Forget it, I'm not good at leading cheers roar. Okay then after our groups, there's alot more groups to go! I got bored and asked Amanda along to go walk walk then come back again. Walked down the first floor walked 1 round and back to hall again, 2 groups presented :o Isn't that great, Lol.

Prize Presentation Time!
Drum rolls pleaseeeee.
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1st Position goes to NEGATIVE 10.
119 points, 3.7 points more than 2nd position.
WE WERE SUPER SHOCKED.
Like really, everyone said: do you believe that we got first? o.o
Lmao. But ya, effort put in is not wasted!
Mdm Choo & The indian teacher is happy for us!
We did them and ourselves proud :)
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Dismissed, went to Gombak mac with Laopo.
Home sweet home at around 2.30pm,
watched tv and prepared to go out,
went out @ 4plus again, to meet Laopo.

Dad fetched me to IMM. Went to Long John Silver to meet Laopo, Haikal & Saiful.
Saw Saiful blogging! word to word, WAHAHA. He loves to "hahas" In his post,
go count it, you'll see loads of it, Lol. Around 6pm Saiful went home,
6plus Haikal went home. Daiso-ed, helped shushia get some things *Secret
& on our way to tuition!

On the way to tuition, we saw this stall at the kopitiam selling fruit juice.
Laopo saw bananas and said: I want bananas!
Me: Uh? you want uh? This one got sell one mah? o.o
(Obviously got sell if not it won't be displayed -.-)
Laopo: Lol. I don't know, you ask uh.

Me: Uncle, this one got sell anot ah?
*uncle smiled, aunties laughed out loud(wth)
Uncle: Yes.
Me: *took one and asked* how much ah?
Uncle: 60cents.
& How great, the aunties are laughing like mad and theo? Laughing too ofc.
You won't know how funny it is if you're not there, it's super dumb,
I can't believe i did something so stupid just for Laopo,
LAOPO, YOU MADE ME SUPER EMBARRASSED LAH K.

After tuition, Saiful came and fetch us home.
Thanks Saiful for the ride!

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Okay that's it.
I'm enough of this wordy post,
My cam's currently LOW BATT,
So I can't post pictures. But I guess, next post would be a picture-y post :)

Yay.

不是说好不离开
不是说好会握紧
最后选择离开还是你
而我，却还痴痴的站着
不知该往那里去

我迷路了，你会来回来找我吗？
带我走。
I've got a feeling, You've fell for her.

Art Gallery.

2009-03-12T19:54:00.010+08:00

Took this while waiting for Laopo :x

Secondary 3 are currently having the Learning Fest, all I can say is: It's boring.
but some parts quite interesting, I like ;)

Anyw, made new friends from different classes as we're being seperated again );
Victor, Yingda, Susanti, Yiray, Qijiang, Minjiang, Tianshou, John Teoh, Serena, Cadeau,
Siewling, Suba, Valar are some of the people that's in my group; NEGATIVE 10.

Yes, our name is Negative 10. There's a story behind it, want me to say it? heh.
We named ourselves Negative 10 as we're the first group that marks is deducted by Mdm Tang!
Cos we played the Human knot, and our group guys PLAYED CHEAT, roar.
So Mdm Tang saw it and deducted 10 marks! Tsk. But it's not about the marks!!
It's about the process, if we've enjoyed ourselves for this 3 days :)

Day1 of Learning Fest; Yesterday
We have to go to 4 stations and finish some task.
The stations that I like is the Paranakan & Spicy Swiss!
I love to learn about different cultures of different races :)
Spicy Swiss I like because we made our own Rojak! & it taste super nice, love it!
Serena suddenly hyperventilated, I felt helpless as Laopo is not around,
tried my best to help her calm down, AND I DID IT! :) First attempt, and I made it.
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School ended around 2.10pm. Ate lunch w. Eugene and on my way for piano!
Piano lesson starts at 4, but i reached there at 3pm :o oh crap.
So I practiced for an hour and had lessons with teacher for another hour.
Broke my record already as i don't really play the piano for like 2 hours? Lol.
But my passion for piano have already come back! I'll buck up for exams next year (LOL)
Reached home around 5plus and then had my nap again zz.

Day 2 of Learning fest, Negative 10 scored a total of 86 marks for yesterday!
& today we did some cheer thing and we shouted super loud, we got the bonus 10 marks, yay.
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Then today, we went to the art gallery.
Group 5 went to the art gallery at NUS & Group 10 went to NTU's Art Gallery.
It is quite fun to be there as it is my first time at the Art Gallery!
Art is interesting! But I'm not good at drawing, I prefer Home Econs :p
When we reached there, looked at so many art things, took pictures, BUT!
School told us that we're not supposed to post it online, cos it's copyrighted or something(aww).
then fast forward, Serena hyperventilated again :o and I helped her again, I made it again.
My massaging just helped her calm herself down, yawww.

School ended and had lunch with Minjiang, Tianshou, John Teoh & Jeannette.
Finished food then waited for Laopo. Laopo & Eugene ate lunch already then went to Cdans :)
Studied there, tried so many maths questions, at least i revised!
Then Saiful came, helped Laopo with her d&t.

Home Sweet Home @ 5pm+.

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My blog is super pathetic, I feel like closing down this blog.
& open up one again when i feel so. But it's abit, zz.
I just can't leave without a blog, Lol.

Okay fine, tmr 3rd day of learning fest, told mom I wanna skip school.
SHE SAID NO straightaway. Tmr is just a waste of time, really.

Bye,

& I'm still holding on.
我做不到，我放不下

2009-03-10T20:00:00.002+08:00

I'm now in the mood to post, listening to old love songs, getting moody.
Happy Birthday to Chua Wei Hao ahkor :) (!)
Thanks for being my kor for this 3 long years! You're graduating soon!
Come back often! I'll miss you alot if you really leave Swiss! Aww.
Anyway, hope that you like the present theo & me gave you, plus the cookies!
It's hand made by Your Mei, ME Okay, Other people want also don't have.
So please be honoured :P
Alright, study hard for your O's this year and don't give up!
You'll always have me as your study partner if you need one :P
Shall buck up already alright! Don't rely on teachers!
Hope to see you get flying colours for O's! Best wishes!
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Well well, today is a very normal day. Just that I love my new seating arrangement :P
5 tables merged at the back! It's super cool, HAHAH. Then can teach each other homework :)
Isn't that great! Yes it is. Alright.

Today after flag raising, Mdm Zainab made 3N2 stay back D: & sort of nag at us, blah.
Cos of Dickson making some mistakes and not respecting her, she wants public apologise.
But in the end Dickson just apologised to her and everything's okayyyy.

After that it's Maths lesson! we're supposed to have a maths test! But it's postponed again.
During maths lesson, Eugene, Yijie, Theo, me & esmund taught each other maths!
And I realise we're progressing faster than usual :) I love this feeling! Haha.
After mathematics lessons, it's Geog lessons. We got back our test papers, I passed!
I'm super happy, i passed! but it's just passed! Not as good as i expected ): 5/10 only!
But it's alright, at least the effort I put in to revise is not going down the drain anymore!

After mathematics, we had PE. Ran 2 big rounds around school! But I walked most of the time.
My leg cramp have yet to recover! & Laopo's knee is aching again too! So we walked :)
Told teacher and we didn't play during PE! Had a great time chatting with Junhee kor, haha!
After that it's PE. Had Lor Mai Kai and went back to class. Changed into uniform and chemistry!

During Chemistry, all we did is filing, and I'm such a good girl, i've already filed :)
So was lying on the table most of the time! Time flew and chemistry lessons ended not long later!
Had socials studies and then, teacher is not around! Relief teacher came.
But she let us do our own things! Me & YiJie was listening to Timothy's MP3, haha!
& I realise that, when we're doing our own things, time seems to past so easily,
but when it comes to studying, time seems to be like slowing down like nobody's business -.-

CCA, then home sweet home around 6.30pm.
Reached home at 7.30pm! March holiday's gonna be super packed up!
So people who booked me on any of the days already, you're lucky!
I'm gonna go to town once during this holiday manzxs.
It's a must!

I hope that you're doing fine.

I don't know why, i'm just happy for you.

2009-03-08T15:24:00.003+08:00

Okay recently found out something, was super shocked though, but good for him.
I hope he have reflected and will get on with studies again, but idk why.
I just felt so happy for him :)

Let's see, I'm rotting at home again today. No one to ask out, slackeeed.
There's 2 test next week, gosh. I'm used to Poly life already, get me back to poly. (!!!)
Have to wake up at 5am again, have to wear that stupid uniform again, have to act good girl again, have to do homework again, have to look at different teachers face again, have to learn so many subjects again, have to do alot alot of different things from Poly again. Have to eat not-so-nice food as compared to poly again, AHHHH. Kill me, I hate it.

Well, I just love poly! What's wrong. Lol.
Okay I'm getting super stupid recently, no not recently, i'm always stupid -.-

Okay I don't know what to post and I think my blog is going to die again.
Thanks ppl who tagged and kept it alive. Lol.

2009-03-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

I'm finally done with my presentation slides!
Clarence's doing the rest.
Omg, I'm super tired this few days, I'm gonna get my sleep soon.

Took a lot of photos and some stupid video today,
You'll laugh till your stomach pain, no joke.
It's very stupid lah, haha! Alright, I guess it's time to leave.

Shall update pictures and video soon!
Bye.

Today is not my day.

2009-03-03T18:25:00.009+08:00

I'm feeling quite stressed up now, & It's just the starting of Syf preparation, sigh. Let's just strive hard for a few more months and that's it, I'm giving up D:

This morning, I reached school at normal time, while some ppl might still be sleeping at home cos our lecture only starts at 9, damn. Then I gathered at where our class usually gather, there's only me and xinying, and we feel super embarrassed because we feel so outstanding, Lol. Then after assembly, we went to canteen to get some food as my breakfast! Not long later, we went to choir room to gather. Gathered, did some warmups and then bus to Victoria Concert Hall for SYF rehearsal!

On the bus to Vch, I sat with JieLin, Jocelyn & YiLin. We sat at the last seats and then talked alot. But after that I listened to music and read my book again, sorry for being such a good girl but I just don't really have the mood to do anything. Then not long later, we reached vch. Our bus reached there late O: So we hurried and then got onto the stage to singgg. Had some vocal warmups (as usual) and started trying out our songs on the stage! It sounded weird today, alto 1 isn't helpingggg. We're too soft, and that's why we're pulling everyone down. It's okay! Let's try harder! If the other sections can do it, i believe we can do it too! But sometimes I feel that Alto 1 is abit too low for me, my voice is not very stable when I reach the low notes, it will ownself go higher. But it's okay! I will try harder. Camwhored alot on the bus with Ng Jie Lin!

Took this out of boredom, Lol.

Not long later, it's 11am! And we're finally on our way back to Swiss Cottage Secondary School :) Reached there, me and xinying wanted to leave, but then! Security guard say we have to tell the general office and choir teacher then we can leave. It's super troublesome. Then Mdm Choo called up my mom to inform her some things, & Mommy just ask me: why your teacher want to talk to me? You do something wrong in school? I was like, wth? Teacher call up means I do something wrong?! Fine. Then she nagged at Mdm Choo (as expected) and finally, she hang up. Then we have the permission to leave so we left school for SP(!). & when we're on our back on the bus, we saw the flyer :) So took a photo of it, it's raining outside! I WANT TAKE FLYER!!

Reached Dover and waited for Amalina & Clarence so that we could go together :) Clarence and me walked to classroom while Amalina walked with xinying. On the way there, a innocent SNAIL got stepped by stupid Clarence, omg. It's super pathetic okay, I pity the small snail ); Then around 1plus, we reached the classroom. Not long later, had class discussion on the presentation tmr! We only have 1 DAY, to prepare for tmr's presentation (tsk). Then not long later, sp course ended! and we left. Went to Mcdonald's with Aiksoon, Clarence, Eugene & Stanley. Aiksoon left after he finished his Apple pie and about 4.30pm, dad fetched me, Stanley and Clarence. Stanley & Clarence left at Gombak~ SO HOME SWEET HOME AFTER THAT. :)

They turned round and round,
& clarence got stucked and couldn't come out.
(Childish, Lol!)

Okay thats all for today.
I'm rushing for tmr's presentation.
Sick and tired of it -.-

Can't believe i'm the fool again.

2009-03-02T20:44:00.012+08:00

I want Poly life. It may not be as simple as we thought so, but then at least it's more relaxing and less rules to follow, as what my lecturer told us today, when we get to poly, we know the simple rules to obey when you're in school, yup. But why are some people just trying to break the rules? *No offense. Okay Let's not talk about this, I'm just thinking too much.

Today, I woke up late and was late for school, how great. And actually I can be super on time, like 7.18am reach school, but dad went the longer way cos he thought that I'm going to Singapore Poly straightaway! So that's the reason why I'm late. Okay then Unlucky me, didn't wear my Swiss socks today! But discipline teacher didn't catch me, such a relief. Okay, then sang the National Anthem and recite the pledge, this time I sang! & I could even hear myself, even though I know it's not in tune cos I can't catch the pitch, Lol.

Me and Ilyas walked to hall together for our AEM! I'm just too excited! Haha. Lined up and Laopo scolded me for being late ): It's alright. Then not long later, we walked to foryer for our bus! When we board the bus, we occupied the 5 seats places :p sat with Laopo, Eugene, Dickson & MinJiang! MinJiang took a lot photos of the morning scene, the sun is super bright. Dickson and I is listening to music but then I'm reading my book at the same time. Reached there not long later, found our class and settled down. The room is air conditioned, and it's super comfortable. You can have 5min break anytime you want, you can go anywhere you want. It's super relaxing, and I love it. Lecture wasn't that boring after all :) Didn't sleep much till the last 1hour, I felt like sleeping but all thanks to John Teo's sweet that kept me awake! Hah.

我爱老婆! ♥

p/s: AIKSOON, I got 2 pictures of you Okay, Lol.

Brainstormed on ideas on how to start a business targeting on the youth; also for our bazaar that will be held in school. I'm in a group with Theo, Stanley, Clarence, Aiksoon(!) & Eugene. While brainstorming, we came up with alot of stupid ideas and with Aiksoon the joker, the discussion seems to be super funny, Lol. Lecture ended not long later! Then we took MRT from Dover to Jurong East to go to IMM to get our stuffs prepared for the Bazaar.

When we reached IMM, we went to get our things and time seems to past very very slowly. After going IMM, we went to Beauty World. Walked around and Aiksoon went to get his Hoodies! It's super nice because it's choosen by me! Then not long later, it's only 5pm. So we took our time and went to Mcdonald's to get some things and on our way to Bus Stop. Took bus 157 and reached Bukit Batok, went to take MRT. & Home Sweet Home :)

Just finished my phone call with beloved lover, Lol. I won't get tired talking to her on phone, we simply have too many topics to talk about! Haha. Okay, I'm so gonna meet her someday!

& why is the sky crying almost everyday?

I want time to stop,
stop at when we were happily together.
My love story won't be perfect w/o you.
今晚，你想念的人是不是我？

2009-03-01T22:54:00.002+08:00

credits: chanxinyan, ♥
-Looked like ghost due to super contrast,
LOL. But i like it :x-
I LOVE CHANXINYAN; Lover.
Yes, I love her, she's been with me for so long,
going through all prob with me, be my listening ear,
we talked on msn, messaging, and today's our first time on phone!
& we talked super long; 48min, wow. I love her super super loads.
CHANXINYAN, one and only Lover.
♥♥♥
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Today, I went out at about 10.30am in the morning!
Reached Bukit Batok Mac at 10.55+am for choir meeting.
Had meeting till about 1pm+ and had lunch with friends till 2pm!
Trained from Bukit Batok to CCK to meet Laopo! But waited Laopo super long.
Super super long, waited her for 14 stops, ): But it's alright.
heeee, met Laopo & Darren -Laopo's Brother- @ Lot1,
and we walked to Food culture for lunch,
Darren's not feeling well! ;get well soon!
After lunch, walked Darren to LRT and then he went home.
Laopo and me decided to go for some shopping.
Shopped awhile, get boring already, we go library borrow books :)
YES, i've got my chinese story books again, I'm into reading again, LOL.

Then slacked at Lot1 outside Mac there, till 5pm.
& Home Sweet Home.
Laopo walked home, in the big rain, was super worried for her.
But I'm glad she didn't fall ill, takecare of yourself Laopo!
Just a short post for today.

p/s: I wanna meet lover!
but not Stanley, Justin or Wenyi Please! LOL.
*Insider's joke*

Currently obessed with the song:
I wanted You, by Ina.
♥
因为我已经学会了独立.

2009-02-28T15:20:00.004+08:00

Pictures taken at Gombak mac last Thurs :)
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老婆, 谢谢你一直陪着我，
我会慢慢学着放下。

-Edited-
Hello and I'm back to post again! I'm super desperate for a new phone now.
I want a new phone, I want my Adidas pink watch, I want mommy get me my $70+ wallet,
I want go SP for my course for next week, I wanna get my 2nd piercing(but I can't),
& lastly, I want you back.

Okay I rot at home for the whole day today,
wanted to do some homework and stuffs, and stay at home.
cos I've been going out often for the last week! I'm such a good girl :)
But tmr! I'm going to have choir meeting outside, and rot at home after that.
Not going out tonight again, even more pathetic.
I feel so quiet today, didn't talk much too.
Just locking up myself in my room listening to music, doing some choir notes,
what's happening to me?

Okay fine, Just get me my phone,
I WANT A PHONE WITH 8MP. Just get me one.
I want :P
MOMMYYYYY (!!!!!!!!)

2009-02-26T19:31:00.005+08:00

Hello blog, today's a bad day.
I felt like killing myself for being so quiet, LOL.
Okay , ET i ran like shitzxs, was having leg cramp last night,
Idk why i will have leg cramp in the middle of the night -.-
and then I ran 12 big rounds for ET, claps! It's equals to 2.4 k.

&Mr Chai is very bad ): Cos he didn't come to school,
when I wanted practical so badly luh. I WANT TOFUUUU.
It's super nice, i mean when I tried Mrs Lim's one, super nice :)
I don't love tofu at first, but with the minced meat, it's super nice.
Hahahha.
Then Home Econ, 3n2 slacked at ITR3 facing worksheets, zz.

Okay nothing much after that..
Studied hard, and during English lesson there's this poem we're analyzing.
it's like talking about my feelings, don't feel like posting,
it's just when we're analyzing I'm being too sensitive (hope so)
After school went to Gombak Macdonald's with Laopo & Eugene Mui.
After Mac it's raining heavily!
and I have to go to Gombak MRT to meet Wanting(!)
so we walked under the rain when we're walking to traffic junction,
thanks Eugene for carrying my bag when walking to junction :))

MET WANTING ♥
& then we trained to Jurong East!
Waited for shuttle bus to IMM.
when we reached IMM, I went to daiso to get some stuffs :)
I've prepared some gift as birthday return gift,
it's not very ex! but hope you all will like it.
cos I love the gift wrapper so much too );
Shopped at Daiso! Then home around 4++.

Reached home at around 4.50pm.
I'm super guai today cos it's my first time reaching home so early,
i reached home at only 7pm++ for the past 2 days, aww.

Okay bye & sorry for short post.
I'm super super bad mood -.- zz.

Hold on, or let go?

2009-02-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

Okay i'm back with the 2nd post today.
currently having my dinner, wanted to starve myself :x
but in the end i cant, cos i'm seriously too hungry ==
and the food is not nice, not nice, but no choice.

okay fine. today lesson was quite fine,
never really sleep, I'm quite hardworking today :)
had chemistry lessons, but was revising for my ss test.
Theo Laopo wrote some things on the board this morning,
and Mdm Sha saw it, how great -.- oh well.

Ss tests was CRAP. I studied i understand and I memorized.
but in the end it was still crap, i don't wanna talk about it,
but yes, 1 word: Fail.

Next lesson was Geography and had Geog test again (tiring!!)
Okay and then we started our test not long later,
GEOG WAS QUITE OKAY, not very confident to score well,
but i guess at least a pass? I hope so too!! I need to pass this time.
Or else, I'll be dead for CA results manxsz.

After school, slacked in class with Eugene and Clarence,
went for maths remedial for some revision, it's great.
I'm gonna go for the remedial every week (if I can).
Trained home with Lingyu, Clarence and Charman,
Walked a small distance home with Charman.

And..
We saw rainbows.
一道彩虹代表这一丝希望
我就为了那一丝希望而不放弃我们的感情

Today, I see rainbows.

2009-02-25T19:23:00.016+08:00

Today, I see rainbows.

说好的约定
我不会忘记
你一定要记得
无论发生什么事
我还是爱你

~~王文杰,~~
你一直是我的真爱

2009-02-24T19:26:00.005+08:00

Happy First Month..♥

You're not alone
together we stand
I'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
there's no place to go you know i won't give in
no I won't give in.

Keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disappear
before the doors close, and it comes to an end
but with you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
yeah yeah

Keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
whatever is meant to be will work out perfectly
yeah yeah yeah yeah
ladadada,ladadada,ladadadadadadadadada...

Keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

2009-02-23T21:25:00.005+08:00

I felt super moody today, ohf.
I don't know what's happening to me,
getting more and more emotional each day.
Get sad so easily and cry so easily,
what's happening to me?

Now I'm super worried about 1 thing,
the 1 thing that I really don't want it to happen,
and also would definitely make me cry like shitzxs when it really happens.

Tomorrow is our first month, not celebrating.

& Chinese teacher gave me chocolate :)
Cos I brought Eugene to Staff room for his Compo,
as I'm being told to do so. Anyway, thanks eugene for cooperating with me.
If not i also won't be able to get free chocolates, LOL.

Had attire check! AND I PASSED. Miracle happened,
Mdm Sathiya checked my skirt and it's okay, phew.
I felt super nerdy when I first wore my skirt so high,
and also almost no fringe, LOL. But it's fine,
since I'm not being caught, okay this shows I'm a good student,
Praise me please! :P

Sorry ShuShia & Judy for not dropping by Kranji Sec to see their tournament,
so sorry, as I need to accompany Eugene for his compo,
plus some stuffs you all can ask me during school time,
(不方便再这里说）But I'm really sorry to disappoint you girls.
But still, remember I'm always your friend :))))

Brother bought me and mom a birthday cake (awww)
Super touched lah really, cos I thought I wouldn't have a cake this year,
plus it's Mango cake, very healthy (LOL) Okay fine, he loves healthy food :)

I LOVE ALL MY PRESENTS LIKE SERIOUSLY.
Thanks Douglas for Merci Choco, the big turtle, & accompanying me home,
Thanks Clarence for HK Mouse, clover keychain, & big turtle,
Thanks Eugene for big turtle & Theo Laopo(L) for LOVE 101 disc,
Thanks JieLin, YongYi, Daniel Chan & LingYing for HK cushion(L),
Thanks Cynthia, Amelia & Shijia for the Piglet Cushion,
Thanks Elene & Christopher Tay for the Pink Dolphin/whale,
Thanks Esmund for the Big Big Chocolate (Invaded by ants though),
Thanks Pris Darling(L) for the 2 handmade balloon flowers,
Thanks Yongjia, Asyiqin, Sokhui, Jiamin(3), J koh for the mirror,
Thanks WanTing(L) & Jeannette(L) for the 1kg Minitoon Gummies,
Thanks YiLin for the hoodies, Thanks Cuiting for star lollipop,
& Lastly, thanks all for birthday wishes,
One of my wish is that everyone around me to be happy always!
So be happy, don't be like me :)

I think it's time to leave,
shall update the other time.
Sorry, no pictures to update,
as I'm in bad mood recently,
dont ask me why after you read this post,
the reason is simple and everyone can see.
Pray hard my mood will get better tmr,
I don't want ppl to worry for me.

Bye.

你真的不知道我很努力了吗？
我真的尽力了，我真的很累了。

简单的一句我爱你。

2009-02-22T12:30:00.007+08:00

2 more days to first month!
Even though we have alot quarrels at the beginning,
but my feelings didn't fade at all :)

Dear,
even though you're not by my side on my birthday,
I know you're always in my heart :)
I hope that we can walk through all ups and downs together,
walk over obstacles and be happy everyday!
I wanna be with you, always be by your side,
making your everyday the best.
I really missed the days we use to have,
can we get back to how we were before? Imy.

p/s: I wanna meet dear nowwwww.
counting down..
waiting for your reply..
i really missed you.

not forgetting something:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY(!) TO NISA DARLING & DICKSON,
may all your wishes come true and stay happy :)
last long, nisa! loves.

2009-02-22T01:19:00.003+08:00

Time Check it's 1:19am now,
and I'm chatting with Clarence Tan.
You know, I had a great 21/02/09, my day!
It's seriously wonderful, so memorable :)

Firstly this morning, i woke up and went for choir.
When I reached choir, so many ppl wished me happy birthday!
Even sec1s wished me happy birthday too, I'm touched.
Thanks all for the presents! Including;
Elene, Tay, Cyn, Amelia, ShiJia, Yongjia, Sokhui, Asyiqin, Jiamin, Josephine K.,
& thanks beloveds Xinmei & Rachel for preparing my present but in e end never bring.
it's okay ;)

Choir was quite fine today, time flies~ Choir ended not long later.
After choir bus-ed with JieLin, Lingying, Sokhui, Jeannette.
Home not long later!

Prepared for my afternoon party @ cck park! (Main subj for today's post)
Prepared till like 3pm, then met Theo and Haikal at cck, walked to cck park.
& I walked in the rain. It's been so long since I walk under the rain :)
Reached cck park, received presents from Esmund, Clarence & Esmund bro.
CLARENCE GOT ME HELLO KITTY MOUSE & A CLOVER HP STRAP.
It's real one okay, cost $24, he even let me know, LOL.

It's not about the price, it's the thought that counts k.
Okay slacked for very long. In the end about 5+ we decided to go to the playground.
Sat in the small train, LOL I'm lucky enough to still can go in :x
Sat there chat with Esmund and Clarence for uber long, about 1hour++.
Esmund asked his stead for breakup, saddened. He very straightforward,
I'm damn damn damn shocked when he asked, omgzxs.
PLAYED WITH WALKIE TALKIE, NEW SONG FOR MY BIRTHDAY;
Grabbing some things from clarence's blog nowwww;

piangsxzc
wahlausxzc
wahpiangsxzc
lolsxzc
wtfsxzc
noobsxzc
stupidsxzc
fionasxzc

LOL
i saw a goldfish today..(read on to know why)
it can walk
it can swim
it can not ride a bicycle
it can sleep with it's eyes close
it can eat
it can breathe
it can talk
it can sing
it can scream
it can study
it can emo

LOL
shall sing a song XD

happy birthday to ***
your born in the ***
you look like a mon***
and u smell like one ***

lol happy b"day fiona XD
*** means replace it with tooooot.. XD
don't get it? ask fiona, esmund or me to explain to you lol XD
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LOL. Stupid Jokers, but it made me laugh after emoing for a few hours.
Left playground at about 5.45++ if I'm not wrong, and we decided to go for stingray :)
Ordered drinks and clarence got his chendol. I drank loads of it,
and then also ate the ice. LLOYD AND ESMUND SAID I LOOKED LIKE GOLDFISH(wtf)
But in the end we sat there for super long till about 7+ and I have to leave;
due to mom asking me back to lot1 for Dinner with family, so i walked back.

Reached Lot1, saw Jonelum. Said Hi :)
Clarence, Esmund, Duck accompanied me to wait for mom.
Mom reached and they said hi, LOL. Okay and I left.
Shopped with mommy, went to AJISEN! :)))

While eating Ajisen, Duck, gene & Clarence suddenly came in, super shocked.
then douglas passed me the MERCI Chocolate, IT'S SUPER EX I KNOW.
And I'm like super shocked and sort of stoned, LOL.
Finished Ajisen went for shopping with mommy :)

THEY GOT ME A BIG BIG SOFT TOY AS PRESENT (again)
& it's super super super ex, they just threw away their money like this-.-
Okay after receiving my present, they went minitoon with me to look for my mom,
while they looked at the shoelaces, in the end never buy anything.
Mommy asked me to accompany my friends and she go shopping herself,
so i shopped with besties and then went zinc shop to get clarence's bag.
HE GOT A SAME BAG AS MINE, high5 man bestie :)
then after buying the bag, they left & i went to look for mommy.

Mommy shopped awhile and decided to go home and looked for dad.
Duck gave me a call asking if i can slack outside for a longer time,
asked mom and dad, they finally agreed! So I met duck at lot again :)
Walked around like idiots going nothing, went to courts to have a look :)
I went to look at sofas, refrigerator, cameras, phones, LOL.
Duck say: Later ppl thought I accompany you buy furniture, LOL.
Joker =.=

Walked to Duck to int to wait for my bus while playing Initial D on his psp.
WAHLAO, KILL ME. I made freaking loads of mistakes, SORRRYYY.
I'm just a beginner you see, i'm addicted to initial D, omgosh.
Bus-ed home at about 1025 reached home :)

I SUPER LOVE TODAY LIKE SERIOUSLY.
IT'S SUPER SUPER MEMORABLE.
THANKS BESTIES CLARENCE, EUGENE, DUCK, THEO.
WE'RE ALWAYS A CLIQUE, ALL SO LOVED ♥♥♥

2009-02-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

我恨你，
因为你毁了我的生日，
我最盼望的十五岁生日…
a few more minutes to my birthday.
not very looking forward to it,
cos of some prob this afternoon,
and dear is not in a very good mood.
how am I suppose to enjoy my birthday?
All I know is, I really hate him to the max.
He ruined my birthday, TOTALLY RUINED IT.
I'm so so so not going to forgive him this time, ihatehim.

2009-02-18T18:24:00.021+08:00

Counting down 3 days to my 15th birthday! Omg!

I'm finally 15 like really! So finally! I want my kbox partyyyy.
Clarence or Theodoros please organise one for me! I want it badly roarzxs ]:

Saturday went to watch Theo & Minjiang's performance at cityhall,
In the end they still have to leave town back to school to collect their stuffs and pack up.
so me, Wanting and Eugene went shopping after their performance :p

Minjiang is so shuai on that day!
(He's finally taller than me :))

Not forgetting to zilian when we're there :p

After that, shopping timeeee.
Rest alot due to wanting's not very suitable for shopping pair of leg.
We shopped abit only then she say: Ey my leg very pain ley!
Luckily Eugene's one quite suitable for shopping,
next time can accompany wife for shopping for very long :D hahaha.
While Shopping, I saw this super uber cute stitch walking in circles :)
So I took a picture of it, sorry no video T.T

Had Mos Burger, laughed our lungs out, haha.
Wanting is super super funny, I can't deny that.
and there's alot of insider's joke, SHHHHH.
Took a stupid photo of wanting when we ate finish :D

Went shopping at CityLink after having our breakfast cum lunch,
Shopped abit and my leg started to have blister, got plaster and continued shopping :)
Went to HMV, saw this album that I liked alot, wanted it so much.
& Eugene got my hint! He's gonna get it for my birthday (If im not wrong) :p

Not long later, we went to Marina Square for more shoppingzxs.
Shopped around and wanted to buy some thing for 1st monthsary,
but didn't see anything that caught my eye ];
So ended up going to somewhere else for shopping.
While resting, I can't resist the temptation to take photos with dearies.
& after shopping rounds and rounds around the shopping mall,
we left and on our way to IMM! & Eugene homed about 1pm!

Last pic taken by Eugene Mui,
Idk why i love it so much :)

Went to IMM with wanting, shopped at Daiso,
Bought my favourite; decorative cards! It's uber cute, using it for valentine's,
those who received my valentine's letter, PLEASE BE HONOURED.
Alright left IMM for Lot1 at about 4pm.
Reached Lot1, Bought eeyore for theo as her surprise present!
The Eeyore she wanted it so much and me and eugene got it for her.
we're so sweet, awww.

SUPER UBER CUTE EEYORE'S SLIPPERS.

I think thats all I'm gonna post for today.
I'm super tired now, & I'm missing dear.
He never go to school for 6 days le ):
Get well soon and get back with us soon too!

-你最近还好吗，我真的很想你。
对不起，我并不是你想象中的那么完美。